for the best things appear in weird and forgotten places (((:

message ytd was awesome. really could feeeeeel it directed to me. and when sister gwen prayed for me to get out of my SITTING position into where i will STAND, i was like whoa. it really is true that i have to get out of where im literally sitting now and hang out and reach out to those who arent near me. I think it's God's message. LOVE those you dont really feel like loving now. But with God's love for ALL placed in my heart, i will be able to do so :D so yes. His theme this year has impacted my life alot. usually when im in this type of sticky situations, i tend to just idle around where i am and see how it works out. but this year, i start to feel for those around me. trying my very best not to hurt them at all. and i think i have sort of come to a decision: i will sacrifice my joy for others who are in need of love, friendship and a confidante. i will not be selfish anymore. instead i will think of you, you and you. never will i fall into the same mistake as i did two years ago. Because now i have God. and because God is El Shaddai, the all sufficient one, in Him i will put my trust and my all in. In You im forever changed.

<3 shanping

by the way.
i really appreciate those who have accepted my invitation for love me now!!
i tell you it will be uber coool.
but those who cant come, i will make sure you can come to another equally cool production (:
and those who are still thinking - better come!! it's gonna be totally awesome i tell you.

GOD IS MY GOD.
IN WHOM I PUT ALL MY LOVE IN. <333

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