didnt go for dance pract because i had a high temperature.
upper sec games was fun.
i shot well.
never played that well before ((:
then we bathed, and i got real feverish.
fuel was horrible because of the fever.
but i learnt of God being our provider and my shepherd, leading me wherever i am, whatever i am doing.
didnt stay for service.
MISSED BAPTISM SERVICE!!
im so sorry people.
i feeeeeel so baddddddddddd.
but congratulations on being reborn in Christ!

my degree is now 38.0
but amazingly i dont feel that hot.
HEH.
kept worshipping God in my bed.
dont know why.
just had the urge to sing a song.
SO YES!!

I MUST GO FOR OBS WELL AND HEALTHY!!
but i dont want to miss auditions for the musical tmr D:
HOW.
ookay i will be healed tonight (((:

9:41 PM

physics SPA - epic failure
FIRE DRILL - super hot.
tried to pray to God to talk to me (making use of my time) and nothing came D: HAHHA
but He did make the sun go away and for wind to come a few times. heee.
CHINESE - ashley and totally slacked and talked away
DANCE - we all became ELMOs (((:

we love red fur don't we.

busy day tomorrow.
exciting day tomorrow. (((:

<3 shanping

9:22 PM

today spermie was born.
and then he died.
he was so unique.
not another spermie could be made ever again.
CREDITS TO ASHLEY TINGTONG WHO MADE IT UNEXPECTEDLY.
AND CREDITS TO ME FOR SQUISHING SPERMIE UNDER MY FOOT UNEXPECTEDLY.
but spermie is creeeeepy.
he stares at me and i get goosbumps.
and tingtong kept putting him on my shoulder.
omytian.
very gross especially when i turn my head and his eyes are staring into me.
UGH.
but now he's dead.
and im sad for i dont think i'll ever see him again.

and during physics lesson.
i became nana.
ashley became shanpiing.
and nana became ashley.
we practically switched places and we took the person's identity with it too.
super duper uber funnyy.
and when mr tan called reg.21 which was supposedly ashley.
nana went up instead.
HAHHAHA.
hilarious.
we should do it again sometime :D

met auntie after schooool at bus stop.
so i could not meet you ):
then very very very nice chesnudd waited for me to run back to class, take my bag and take bus together.
<3 YOU LOADS.
and thanks to God, when my bus reached my stop, there was NO RAIN AT ALL.
and 3 bus stops back, i was ready to get drenched in the thunderstorm.
wheee God can really do anything and everything yo!
HAHAHHAA.
okay.

just finished studying for physics SPA tmr.
now i have to do minutes.
CCT table.
and CIP timetable plan.
mannnn.
hope i dont get them wrong.

<3 shanping

8:45 PM

i forgot.
today on the way home, i saw a really pretty rainbow.
and i saw the whole semicircle.
it was reallyyy pretty.
then i was reminded of God's covenant between us all:
He will never destroy the world and the people in it again. till His return that is. And it also showed me the beauty and the wonder of the world God had made. It is so amazing and breath-taking. looking at that rainbow and making a short prayer to God to thank Him.
and then God spoke to me: "i will be with you wherever you go. i will never forsake you for i am there even when you cannot see me." this occured to me when i tried looking for the rainbow after i passed a few buildings. then i thought i lost it, but then i saw it in the reflection of a car's window. and there it was. in the oppposite direction. still there.
TIE IN FROM TAWG YESTERDAY NIGHT: you will receive it in the most unexpected situations.

i love God
Today
Tomorrow
Forever moreeeeee

<3 shanping

10:37 PM

TADAH.
my 2 hamburgers and one hotdog.
and ashley's drink and ice-cream :D
so pretty right.

i cant wait for the weeekend

saturday - dance 830-1030
upper sec games
fuel
service
baptism service!!!


sunday - musical dance auditions!!
sounds scary but have faith yo.
thennn.
syf rehearsals at UCC.
GOSH.

and offf i go for camping on ulu island of pulau ubin.
may God give me the courage to climb anything and trust my friends.
and the endurance to walk and kayak for hours on end.
and also the strength and determination to continue talking and engaging with Him at night (:
even though i might be toooo tired.
ON FOR HIM YO.

okay.
YOU SMARTYPANTS.
and i have a nicer lower sec picture (((:



9:54 PM

*yawns*
O: im tired

heyy all.
lessons were okay (:
chinese - did gonghan. i pray i pass (12/20)
LA - went to the comp lab for monsters presentation (:
recess - felt very lonely and taggish because jeslyn has to go for recess lunch with cca for now. and then tammie and ashley became very close already. UGH how to cope for one and a half months D:

"nvm! SPONGE will be back in aprl!:DDD" <-- typed by sponge - she is super sweet :D my retarded buddyy bio - had EXIT CARD. i realised i couldnt remember a single thing for bio. i have to mug real hard now.
CME - ashley and i made a fast food restaurant!! HAHA our skills with bluetack rock. (pictures upload at night ((: )
lunch - dance LECTURE. GwH everyonee. our only remaining SYF D: let's go dancetivators!! math - mr ng MC. attempted GEO2 tier A. realised i could actually grasp the concepts (: just need to rememver the formulas (:


oh and sponge nearly made me choke today. she insisted on squishing water into my mouth three times. so yeah i complied :D then on the last squeeze the water came out of my mouth and my nose because she squeeze sooo much D: but abit only. because i keep imagining her funny face and i couldnt swallow the water in my mouth D: then somemore keep patting me and laughing when i was bent over. I CANT SWALLOW WITH HER LAUGHING IN THE BACKGROUND!! hahahha. but i managed to block her goofy face out of my mind and GLURPP. HAHHAA. close shave :D

so yes.
now im waiting french bus to come.
eee!!
i want to PEEEE!
and cute yuka wrote me a random letter.
YAY!

<3 shanping

JEERIBOO.
boo you.
HAHAA joking.
now i dont know what to get you.
hmmm it'll be small i guess.
ohyea thanks for the songs (:
now i have one more album of lovely christian songs <3

1:54 PM

TO YOU I WILL LOOK,
TO YOU I WILL PRAISE,
TO YOU I WILL PUT MY HOPE AND MY ALL IN.

today was a happy day.
and i was undisturbedly thinking of you during BORING chinese lecture.
but when i think of you, i think of God too.
so it's a win-win situation (((:
UNTIL
(shall not elaborate further)
i hate this thing going now.
with them doing all those peeky seeky stuff.
ugh.

and today was emo day.
but on the bus, i prayed to God to help me overcome the feeling of disturbia, disappointedness and just fatigue from everything. and i became better.

Isaiah 40: 31 (???) [i cant remember the verse's number]
but those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength.
they will soar on wings like eagles,
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

<3 shanpiing

9:38 PM

huh?
me you calling?

doggies are still the love of my life. heehee.
they just loooook so adorable :D
SCHOOL WAS RUBBISH.
i got one mark off my physics because i have no time to think properly.
somemore i still took my own sweet time to do the rest of the questions O_O
bio lab was fun as usual. :D

AND IM A KLUTZ.
I BROUGHT BACK MY PHYSICS FILE WHEN THERE IS BIO QUIZ TMR.
SOMEONE SMACK ME.
SO TMR IM GOING TO CHIONG IN CLASS.
CRAMM IT ALL UP IN THE WEENY TEEENY.
and my math quiz is first period and i didnt bring back my maths file either.
SOMEONE SMACK ME REAL HARD.

apart from the smacking:
dance was uber tiring.
but at least i got some laughs and some scoldings from her.
i think she laugh because she had no choice.
MY FACE WAS FROM A HORROR MOVIE.
如果我是恐怖电影导演，我就会选你。
可惜我不是，所以你要把那个脸erase掉！
but really very tiring rolling, crashing and getting up from the floor.
and being the main group ALOT of pressure.
but WE CAN DO IT!
GwH!!
aim for the moon, so when we drop, we still land on the stars ((:

oh and YOUR friends very gooood right.
so ingenious.
tsktsk.
today i accounted to sister mad and it was actually quite okay.
no HOOHAs.
very straightforward but i told her what we decided on for now ((:
let God take the wheel and be the centre of our life before doing anything yet.
i bet it will take a few years to be stable in my relationship with God (((:
for now, it's all bout Him.
(Lord let me focus on you because sometimes it's difficult. especially in sight.)
(>.<)

WELL PM WENT GREAT AGAIN ((:
managed to do it quite okayy.
just that we were all faster than the other groups because i didnt send the video to all of them.
just shared with one another.
so message of the weeeek: LOVE ONE ANOTHER WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND ALL YOUR MIND AND ALL YOUR STRENGTH AND ALL YOUR SOUL. mostly, LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR AS YOURSELF :D
it's all coming back to LOVE again. God gave me a really great message for the year.
as it is being OPENED in all aspects of my life.
really a year of loving <3

<3 threebottles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED MACARONI!
you are 15 now!! so old.
HAHHA i miss being with you alot.
REALLY REALLY REALLY.
it's really weird when i see you with your friends.
but at least we have DANCE!!
well this year i wish you will be blessed with good health, good grades, good laughs and good love all around.
sorry i have no card for you AGAIN.
but do know that i love you forever and ever as my bestie!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANEE!




you and your fake emoness.

the happiest times together.
with no quarrels!
WOW!


this picture is unique man.
only we dared to go into the hole.
HAHA

this picture very unique too!!

oh i think you look good here.
HAHHAHA zilian.
and i look.. tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANNE <3

9:16 PM

im looking straight at you.
HELLO!! hahahha

that's what my sister said today.
erhem erhemm.

so today went as follows:
1. went to mandai for grandpa's death anniversary.
- played with little cherub nicole
2. sent bin home for tuition
3. went to BEACH ROAD which sells so many camping stuff till they have to tout
- bought solid fuel and all those stuff
- except the stuff that im going to get from the pharmacy
4. came back for tuition
5. marcus (my dearest cousin) and melissa came to visit momo
6. went downstairs to buy dinner
- chicky rice!
7. bathed
8. HELLO!

yeahh so my day was like this.
i couldn't revise for bio and math quiz because all my notes are in school D:
but who cares.

<3 shanping

8:21 PM

little boy oh little boy.
what are you doing?
worshipping God or perhaps being sorry.
im not sure what you are doing.

went to amkhub before to get birthday presents
and my sister made me late for church.
but anyway went there and sisterr and cousinnnn was there :D
so i was happy.
and i told them the terrorist thing
[AND JUST NOW THE NEWS SAID IT WAS A HOAX.]
so yeah.

FUEL was good.
had small group discussions.
and i realised i had alot to thank God for this week.
THANKYOU GOD!
and one thing i learned: God talks to us in many ways. Sometimes our mind tells us something right? and usually we are not sure if that is God Me or the devil. so today sarah and i asked sisjas and she confirmed that it really doesn't matter if it is God or it is Us. as long as it does not go against the word of God, it has no harm in us going according to it ((: because anything other than the devil is GOOD. because it is by God. and also sisjas used the word NEW BEGINNINGS. the new beginning being the ultimatte trasformation in our friends' life after knowing God. beause after knowing God, one will lead life anew in Him again. a life free of guilt and shame. So i guess for me it is the knowledge of my new knowledge and of course the fact that i have become renewed in Him. trust me, i am different from the shanping i was last year. i want and have started my new beginning in Him. thankyou Lordddddd.

and the awesome SERVICE!!
it was about the heart of worship. what and how do we worship. i totally agree with the dancing thing. everytime during worship time, my whole body moves. like some people stand there and only clap but i dont know why infront of the stage my legs start poing poing poing. and if i just stand there, i will feeeeel like a rock. like seriously a rock. doing nothing.
ACCORDING TO EXPERTISE ON BODY LANGUAGE: PEOPLE MOVE PARTS OF THEIR BODY WHEN THEY ARE HAPPY.
so i guess i am happy all the time these days. my body is hyperactive :D and also before the end of service we were asked to SHOUT. and zihui and i screamed. and we had sorethroat D: then from then i did a low shout. HAHHAHA. and at the end of service :DDDDD. I JUMPED LIKE I NEVER JUMPED BEFORE AT THE SEATS. because so much space. i really felt happy and YAYAYYYYYY. i wish we could all be like this during normal services!! it has so much more meaning. <3333 iloveignyte

[apparently my whole emo chunk has been erased. is it a sign from God that it should be forgotten? Is it a sign that i have been forgiven? well i guess God is good. and i thank Him for everything. and yes, i am human, i can be emo too]

for your name i will praise.
having faith forever and ever.

<3 shanping
not surprisingly, you're the only one i want to talk to now.
because i know you are the only person on earth who can help.

10:05 PM

i like this song by casting crowns ((:
listened to it repeatedly on the bus from home to NY which is 45 mins long.

my favourite part:

not because of who i am.
but because of what You've done.
not because of what i've done,
but because of who You are.

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind

still you, hear me when im calling
Lord you catch me where im falling
You told who i am
i am Yours

love love love love love love love love love!!!
i was trying to control myself from singing in the bus O:
yeahhh i love my God so very much.
as well as the people He places in my life ((:

~~~

school was boring.
but something interesting happened.
shall not elaborate D:

dance was tiring as usual.
and apparently i was not late because of remedial!!
it didnt even start.
and next monday, special session for middle people.
for her to DIAO and MA4 us D:
but i guess it'll be good
GwH NYMD.
LOVE OF MY LIFE.
(but still below daddy God)

ehhhh..
ohh bussed home with Chermaine pok.
very fun.
i kept playing with her face.
and bus rides home with her are like my funnest ever.
Cherpok! be honored!!
<3 you. HAHAHA

finished my minutes. :D
HAHAH.

oh verse!
Psalm 78:70-72
He chose David his servant and took him from the sheep pens;
from tending the sheep he brought him to be the shepard of His people Jacob,
or Israel his inheritance.
And David shepherded them with integrity of heart;
with skillful hands he led them.

directly from my written TAWG:
From nothing, God will raise you up to be a leader. God will bring you and you shall follow then lead. For you will have the integrity of heart, the pure will to fulfill your promise to God and lead His people into His light. God will bless you and provide for you. He will use you mightily for His kingdom. In Him you will trust and in Him you will prosper.

<3 shanping
in Him i trust.
in Him i receive.



9:55 PM

COMP LAB LESSON IN PRETTY LAB!!
i love the computers here.
<3

11:04 AM

love is giving care when that someone needs it the most. perhaps a pat or two will do fine too. :D awwwmannn i love that puppyy. i want to give it loveeee.


today i received news. i recieved confirmation. not sure whether to say good or bad. because now there's a slight nagging at the back of my brain. but at least it's settled. i don't have to feel uncertain anymore. :D much better than before. but now i have to CONCENTRATE more on Him. no distractions!! let God's way lead us there eventually.

sooo.. met auntie today. told me stuff at the bridge. so awkward to be standing there wiith all my friends passing and saying HI. HI. HI. HI. but other than that, she reconfirmed with me that strangers actually are okay with talking to strangers. so we must not be shy! in Acts, she said that all the apostles actually ministered to strangers and that's it's OK. practically fine. so Lord please give me the courage to talk to strangers. let me no be afraid of judgement but let me speak for you and you through me. thankyou :D

~~~

langarts: much better - comp lab ((:
i love the comps at comp lab three. we got the topic on "monsters" reviled by society.
and realised i actually misjudged leprosy.
you can't really get affected on first contact unless your body is super weak O:
IH: spent it at comp lab 2 with NEW LG DESKTOPS.
cool man.
we prepared for our presentation tmr.
and i realised i cant concentrate on my content unless i shake my body parts violently O:
recess: with SPONGE! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">chinese: boring talk about chinatown
chem: mrs chew absent.
did chem equations ws.
and sirong took this picture.

sorry phone owner: your slidy thing is cool.
but the phone lags real badly D:

and i came to the conclusion that im the blurrest person ever.
math: at least we had lessons :D
but coordinate geometry is TOUGH.
so cheem cheem and thousands of formulas.

then had CCM training.
i personally think it's quite pointless.
i should have gone shopping for bday presents O:

and now im at home.
bored stiff.
looking forward for dinner.
and the LA proposal from ashey

<3 shanping


my new loved waterbottle
spongebob!!

6:36 PM

well today sad news because pDOM's dad went back to daddy God. but it is both good and sad. good because he will no longer be in suffering on earth but be back in God's arms in His felt love (: i guess it's because he had accomplished what God wants him to do on earth already. he brought up pDOM to be a great leader. amen. Lord may you continue to embrace him with your love when he is up there with You. and i also commit all his relatives into your hands. may they understand your purpose for him and that it is accomplished. may his family rejoice in the knowing that now he is with You without suffering but with joy warmth and love. amen.

and today i spent my entire free time listening to gospel songs. i really wonder why i never get bored of them. :D they rock my socks off.
YOU NOT HERE. I WANTED TO SEND YOU SONGS.
TSKTSK

other than that.
BIO - tested food specimens for fats proteins sugars and starch.
verdict: banana is fat freeee!! but i believe the CARBS and starch will turn into glycogen and get stored as fats in the end -___-

okay those are the only interesting things i did for lessons today.

and sponge is officially my best friend ((((:

<3 shanping

10:03 PM

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

ohmytian. God spoke to me (actually for you too) through this song ashley irritated me with during lessons. and today while i was bathing, i sang and tadah, i heard. the lyrics just flowed in. well i suppose the chorus only. heh. but yes. so through this song, i learnt that we must just wait still. don't fidget and stuff, do not bug for God. but just sit there, wait and He will come ((: NO MATTER HOW DARK IT MIGHT SEEM THEN. wait and be still (((: next part is like: with God anything is possible. whenever i feeel very lowly and stuff. i must have faith in Him that He will indeed raise me up one day. No matter how big or small (most of the time BIG) because it is said that IT WILL ME MORE THAN I CAN BE. so i really thank God for all these. Indeed im not just some small insignificant person. i am big!! HAHHA well same as all of you out there, no matter how small or minute or how much you think you're beiing ignored, always remember that there will be a plan for you very soon to be revealed. even though you might not be a christian or something, God will still bless you richly for you are His child He loves too ((: so remember you are loved!!

and for YOU. yeah this is to reconfirm your message from Him. It might have been big for you last time when you heard it but yes this indeed is God's plan. for you to be MORE THAN YOU CAN BE ((: and you will accomplish it. i have faith in you yeahh!! continue to press on for Him for He has chosen you, to be something very big. even more than you can imagine ((:

and lastly, NO LIFE WITHOUT ITS HUNGER. agree. without the hunger we will not strive fore more. nor just go on. applies to daily life too! I HUNGER FOR MORE CHINESE MARKS.

for God will make a way.
and He will make it good.


<3 shanping
am looking forward to time with SPONGE tmr.
everlasting supply of sweets from tidbitbox.

9:01 PM

for He is always with me.
no matter how much my mind psychos me into thinking He's not.

prayer meeting was great i can say. without chuanling saying that i sounded like an advertisement. WELL I ADVERTISE GOD'S LOVE FOR US!! :D and God spoke to me just now. because at the beginning of the prayer meeting, NO ONE came. i kept praying then: like, how can this happen D: but then as i started, more people came (((: HAHA including amanda the hamster. happy happy me. so yes i realised that God was trying to say that no matter how tough it might look like in the beginning, He will continue to provide for me if i continue to hope in Him and do my bestest for Him (((:

lately, my tawg's message has been GOD IS A FORTRESS AND MY ROCK. regardless of anything. continue to praise His name. uhhuhh. ONE MAIN MESSAGE ALMOST SINCE THE OPENING OF PSALM. D: and that jo can get 5 messages in one chapter. well i guess that it's God's way of talking to me! HAHHA i want more Lord. So longing for more (((: I LOVE YOU DADDDY GOD.

and God aside, today is slack day.
well considered slack. ((:
followed sponge everywhere ((:
SPONGE!
any thing-tong you can tell me alrightt!!
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS <3333
HAHAHA.

dance was tiring as usual.
but i was sustained by the flowing supply of sweeets.
HAHAH so for 5 hours.
i was filled water + sweets :D
and then there was the THUNDERSTORM
PIAK
ZHOOOM
BOOOSH
and the lights went off and ON went the generator lights!!
hahah we screamed :D
funfun.
luckily the fans did not go off or else i bish bish the fans.
AND NOW I MUST THINK IM POWERFUL.
cannot be meemeeheeeheehaahaa.
goodness.
i never thought i was powerful before O.o

byebye goodnight
<3 shanping

10:14 PM

busy bee. vroom vroomm.

today is a really busy day.
i dislike zuowens.
i dislike CC.
i dislike math.
i dislike WORK.
i want to play.

HAHAHHA.
okay so HAROLD has something underground.
joel has something underground too!
and i want to drink water from a well.

gooooodness.
yesterday i dreamt of me fleeing from the thing i had the most temptation from.
WOOHOO!
and also about tomorrow's prayer meeting.
i dreamt that i was so flustered.
because i did not prepare for it.
so tonight i am going to commit one hour for it (((:
HAHAH
to do my best in God's name and grace!!

<3 shanping.

all my posts are so rushed now.
because im always going to HOTEL KK.
:D
[I LIKE BLOGGER BECAUSE OF AUTOSAVE]
[because i closed the entire window just now!!]
[hhahaha pheww]

3:46 PM

while though i did not go for LOVE ME NOW.
i sort of think TRUE LOVE WAITS made up for it ((:
HAHA

it's true that we must consecrate ourselves and live righteously for God and it includes respecting and protecting our body because it is God's holy temple. (: SO NO PMS FOR ME. IM CLEAN DUDE. i so want to be able to look in God's eye today and say that i have lead a life clean in His name (: and also the sentence NOT BY THE WORLD, BUT MY THE WORD. it really means alot especially since now, we tend to get more intimate with the world and not with God. We have to set our boundaries real tight. HAHA i live for God and Him alone now.
but today's sermon was really WRONG in a teenager way WRONG.
what with the sentence "S_ _ IS GOOD"
and like "YOU SEEM TO BE ENJOYING IT EH!"
and the NEW DIRTY BIBLE, NDB.
goshh.
HAHA but that's what church is.
NO SECRETS BETWEEN ONE ANOTHER (((:

so yes.
commit myself to NO RELATIONSHIPS till i am spiritually emotionally and physically ready ((:
and then, i must account to my leaders.
HEEE.
sounds interesting.

I MUST FLEE FROM TEMPTATION!!
HAHAHHA

yeahh.
i love God.
i love church.
i love my friends.
i love every blessing i have recieved (((:

<3 shanping

9:10 PM

super loving cats.
they were nuzzling each other before i took the photo!!
ashley holding her (our) favourite doggie.
KIRA!! dashchund. she doesnt bite for nuts.!!
(she bites for dog chow XD)


ashley attacked by the little pupp.
TOBY.
she is overreacting isnt she.
but i agree he has sharp teeth.
sharper than my previous puppyyy.

here's kira! <3

and here's the puppy with sharp teeth.
TOBY ((:
such a handsome puppy dont you think!!

the alaskan malamutee
the bigs dogs are apperently tamer than the tinies ((:



my shoelace was soaked with his slop (((:
but he is a pretty puppyy

my face blocked!! HAHHA but tammie looks prettty (((:

the dogs there rock big-time.
according to tammie who dared to touch the german shepard, they are friendlier than the other tinies!!
HAHAHA
so after the patting session, we went to make badges, laminate stuff and the worst thing.
i think i wrote BADGE for the most times in my life.
approximately 250x2 times.
terrribleee.
but well it was funnn ((:
ashley the apple left first.
then gwendelyn HOW.
and the the tame tammie who is still in the bus.
): and who needs to pee real badly.

SO YEAH TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY.
a day i'll never forget (((:

OHHH rightt. my mom is in hospital now after throwing away her uterus.
going there to WATCH TEEEEVEE!!
and do my bio (:

<3 shanping

6:18 PM

goodness.
of all people, my sister is like a terrible victim of this.
so sad.
just because she is better at dance than her peers.
too bad can.
but yeah i ranted on her blog like MAD.
her mates really really HAVE to reflect.


im angry because of them )):

10:16 PM

YEAH.
slacking with no one ((:
awesomeness.
spending time alone with Him in school. HAHA
and enjoying my HEALTHY gummies ((:
(see RESOLUTIONS XD)

i think spending lunchtime like this is awesome.
such peace <3 HAHAH
but i need to run to the library to return my overdued library books.
ugh.
and meeting boonjin later.
and joel too. HAHAHAH

OKAY off to facebooook!
<3shanping

12:25 PM

for the best things appear in weird and forgotten places (((:

message ytd was awesome. really could feeeeeel it directed to me. and when sister gwen prayed for me to get out of my SITTING position into where i will STAND, i was like whoa. it really is true that i have to get out of where im literally sitting now and hang out and reach out to those who arent near me. I think it's God's message. LOVE those you dont really feel like loving now. But with God's love for ALL placed in my heart, i will be able to do so :D so yes. His theme this year has impacted my life alot. usually when im in this type of sticky situations, i tend to just idle around where i am and see how it works out. but this year, i start to feel for those around me. trying my very best not to hurt them at all. and i think i have sort of come to a decision: i will sacrifice my joy for others who are in need of love, friendship and a confidante. i will not be selfish anymore. instead i will think of you, you and you. never will i fall into the same mistake as i did two years ago. Because now i have God. and because God is El Shaddai, the all sufficient one, in Him i will put my trust and my all in. In You im forever changed.

<3 shanping

by the way.
i really appreciate those who have accepted my invitation for love me now!!
i tell you it will be uber coool.
but those who cant come, i will make sure you can come to another equally cool production (:
and those who are still thinking - better come!! it's gonna be totally awesome i tell you.

GOD IS MY GOD.
IN WHOM I PUT ALL MY LOVE IN. <333

8:17 PM

my back aches like crap.
my neck aches like krab.
(KRABBY PATTY!!)
so yeah.
dance was awful.
no improvement and we ache like no one's business.
couldnt even breathe properly yesterday after the numerous practices.
boohooo.

and this weekend is bombarded by assignments.
):

but i reieved a great email from julia about GOD ALWAYS BEING THERE WITH US TO PROTECT US NO MATTER HOW SMALL OR BIG THE PROBLEM IS.
and the best thing is: we dont even know that He is there with us.
so my mighty God is awesome and almighty.
He gives us strength to pass each day.
and joy to live each day.
:DDDDD

<33shanping

11:18 AM

anthea nicole me and bin
my favourite cousins (((:


today was a better day than yesterday (:
math was better (:
LA was better too (:
just that frankenstein was switched off at the climaxx D:
school let off at 12.05!! (:
and i went to venezia to eat baked rice and gelato with the ashley (:
saw tammie ((:
saw amanda and jolene ((:
who as usual was behaving oddly. ((:
okay KIDDING.
so yeah.
french-ed.
quite OKAY.
though i slept at the beginning till he ratta tap tap my table. XD
and squish squish of nike water bottle.
ME AWAKE!

ninja warrior was hilarious and japan has weird people.

tmr WILL be a better day in God's love (:

<3 shanping

8:53 PM

sometimes it gets all frustrating and confusing.
it wrecks me literally!!
now i feel myself.
but then i have to let go of another.
(possibly hurting so much)
but what if..
WHAT IF!!
why can't it be simpler.
but i really want it.



daddy God please guide me on what i should do next.

I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.
--Psalm 32:8

6:38 PM

Who will win the heart of our mystery lady??
Who will YOU be supporting?

JOIN US on 13 Feb 2009, Friday, 6:45pm - 9:30pm, Trinity@Paya Lebar, Level 4 Summit to see who will emerge victorious!

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so this event at my church before VDAY will be awesomely fun i tell you.
it's wacky.
it's gonna be hilarious.
and just yabayabaddoooo!!
IT'S A DATING GAMESHOW DRAMA :D :D :D
anybody interested to come or just want to know more about it, msn me!
i would really love it if you could come :D
and btw i have cca before it so we could go there together ((:
my church is perhaps 4 bus stops from paya lebar mrt too!!
so convenient right!!
so YES!!
as long as you are free that night, consider alright!
i can be your valentine's that night.
HAHAA

:D

apart from that.
this weeekend has been awesome with church and stuff.
i have not finished my homework yet but it will be done soon ((:
and i've got a new car!!
HAHA
old model but still a new car for me :D
toyota WISH.
hate the name XD
but it's a 7seater.
what more can i ask for.
loads better than my vios now.
HEE.

i cant wait for schooool!!
prayer meeting!!
DANCE!!
new juniors!!!

<33 shanping


6:22 PM