for He is always with me.
no matter how much my mind psychos me into thinking He's not.

prayer meeting was great i can say. without chuanling saying that i sounded like an advertisement. WELL I ADVERTISE GOD'S LOVE FOR US!! :D and God spoke to me just now. because at the beginning of the prayer meeting, NO ONE came. i kept praying then: like, how can this happen D: but then as i started, more people came (((: HAHA including amanda the hamster. happy happy me. so yes i realised that God was trying to say that no matter how tough it might look like in the beginning, He will continue to provide for me if i continue to hope in Him and do my bestest for Him (((:

lately, my tawg's message has been GOD IS A FORTRESS AND MY ROCK. regardless of anything. continue to praise His name. uhhuhh. ONE MAIN MESSAGE ALMOST SINCE THE OPENING OF PSALM. D: and that jo can get 5 messages in one chapter. well i guess that it's God's way of talking to me! HAHHA i want more Lord. So longing for more (((: I LOVE YOU DADDDY GOD.

and God aside, today is slack day.
well considered slack. ((:
followed sponge everywhere ((:
SPONGE!
any thing-tong you can tell me alrightt!!
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS <3333
HAHAHA.

dance was tiring as usual.
but i was sustained by the flowing supply of sweeets.
HAHAH so for 5 hours.
i was filled water + sweets :D
and then there was the THUNDERSTORM
PIAK
ZHOOOM
BOOOSH
and the lights went off and ON went the generator lights!!
hahah we screamed :D
funfun.
luckily the fans did not go off or else i bish bish the fans.
AND NOW I MUST THINK IM POWERFUL.
cannot be meemeeheeeheehaahaa.
goodness.
i never thought i was powerful before O.o

byebye goodnight
<3 shanping

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