mymemories. mylife.

boring

2009-08-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

blogging is getting boring.
im sorry people.
hhahaha.
im thinking of closing down this blog.
perhaps just to..
keep track of my resolutions, then this blog would be open :D
hahahaha.

im not sure.

REVIVAL

2009-08-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

WHOA THIS BLOG IS DEAD.
AND BLOGGER IS SO WEIRD.
BUT WHO CARES.
IM HERE FOR A REVIVAL BECAUSE MY LIFE IS PICKING UP :D

SO NOW I SHALL LIST DOWN THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR IN THE ABSENCE OF MY BLOGGINGNESS.
THIS REQUIRES A TON OF ENERGY AND BRAIN CELLS SO PLEASE LEAVE A TAG TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE HARD WORK THOSE LITTLE MIGHTY THINGS IN THE CAVITY UP IN MY HEAD OR JUST SAY HI TO PLEDGE YOUR LOYALTY ONCE AGAIN.

HERE GOES:
1. school resumed (sadly)
2. alice from france came :D (quite an experience)
3. went to the french ambassador's residence = blue cheese!!
4. went out almost every night, partying with the frenchies.
5. made many new friends :D genevieve vivian matthieu berengere lucile dancingdiva [just to name a few]
6. went for NDP with the frenchies!!
7. managed to go to school everyday surviving on 2-3 hours of sleep each night.
8. but that meant serious lag and paisehness in school when i slept.
9. BUT HALLELUJAH. I GOT MY GUITAR.
10. and alice was the first person i brought to church :D
11. went on a shopping trip with alice and carolyn at bugis street :D
12. went for ice-cream, popiah and mugging trip with carolyn one day :D
13. alice and the rest of the frenchies left.
14. STARTED WITH INTENSE MUGGING.
15. felt very stressed )):
16. on the verge of breaking down.
17. prayed.
18. God came.
19. studied with rosanne at the library!!
20. played with M&Ms.
21. threw M&Ms down to the first level of the library.
22. took pictures :D
23. EXAM TIME.
24. God blew me past all of them.
25. went out with rosanne for G.I. JOE!
26. super awesome unexpected movie = blockbuster and movie box-office in USA
27. NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS
28. HAD CCA O: = wriggling dance where we have to fall off chairs for a gazillion times and froth on the floor pretending we are cockroaches attacked by BYGON.
29. went to ION for the 3rd time and went for food mania with mama and meimei.
30. dad stayed home to paint the door. now it's white :D
31. exam results :D thankyou! LILY! :D
32. SQUIDGIES <3
33. flour fight with my fighting partner ashley the pokkai.
34. embarrassed myself badly because i was rolling on the flour with fighting partner while throwing flour everywhere
35. OUT WITH CAROLYN <3
36. FOUND THE LONG-LAST WANTON MEE OF HEEREN.
37. became a pig ):
38. combed the whole far-east.
39. ION
40. HOODIE :D <3

I LEFT OUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS!! O:
****** = HILLSONGS CONCERT WHERE I STAYED OUT UNTIL 1AM WITH THE CHURCH PEOPLE.
****** = TECH TEAM SERVING!! mon premier fois :D

LIFE IS GETTING BETTER. BRIGHTER. BOUNCIER.

founders' day tomorrow!
techteam saturday! <3

<333 lots,
SHANPING :D

(BLOGGER CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS ): )

narcolepsy

2009-07-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

the week was God-blessed i tell you.
it's amazing that i could actually survive the first week of schoool.
:D
and i even went to ikea for the first time in NY life!!
wheee with carolyn and bernice
<333
had great fun camwhoring in the showrooms.
WOW we totally embarrassed ourselves but we didnt care (((:
it was funfunfun.

okay thenn
i had a super duper late night because of my LA speeech due the next day.
but luckily i had 2 nice owls accompanying me till i finished :D
thankyou!!
tweet-too-wooooo.

i had four hours of sleep that night.
my record on a school night.

WELL TODAY WAS A FUN SATURDAY.
fuel was samson :D
and we had special service: STARE WHAT STARE
super funny i tell you!!
claire was such a jokerrrr.
and claireyang sang really really well O:
the 3 OOH-OOH people were funny toooo.
dinner was fun talking and guitaring ((:
but it's my last dinner!!
till some other lucky bucky time.

tomorrow is house clean-up day for ALICE!!

and homework day too ):
mannn i need the strength of God to pull me through this.
and i believe i will have it :D

<3 shanping

[i cant upload pictures!! ))))): ]

poem!

2009-07-02T13:30:00.005+08:00

today was a fun day :D
not bad at all.
taiwanese students came.
quite sporting :D
and mr ng was absent so one less lesson!!
but i was a good girl and did math with claudia.
and finished my physics too!
SHE'S ONE SMARTY PANTIES HIDDEN.

anyway in the morning, it was rather cold so i wrote a poem ((:
based on the fan which blew cold wind at me all day despite the sunny sun outside.
inspirational.
it just flowed and some things dont make sense but YEAHH.

up there the fan is cold
but in there i feel so bold.
someone get a grip on me
because i dont want to pee on tea.
i am crushed
i feel like im in a rush.
for what?
i dont exactly know a nut.
sometime's it's fuzzy
at others, it's muzzy.
dont know why it's so tuzzy wuzzy.
play me a song
so i can sing along.
and that's all i yearn
for a happy go-along.

HAHAHA.
it sounds depressing.
))):
so i made a happy one later on!!

be gay, go sway,
don't turn away from hay.
it' yellow, it's swellow,
please dont be so mellow!
turn me into a melon,
and apple will do fine too.
but i want to be yellow!
And rock melons are too!!
(PS* apples are yellow inside as well)

that was pure nonsense.
HOHAHA
and i realised that rockmelons aren't yellow ):
they are orangey-greeen O:

im going to IKEA later :D
CANT WAIT :D

<3 shanping
wants to eat meatballs

zombied

2009-06-30T20:12:00.004+08:00

im tired.
but i must be happy!!
happy like a doggy drinking water after a run!!
:D
HAHHAH
everyday is a drag O:
TILL SATURDAY.
i bet it'll pass fast fast )):
and i have to wait AGAIN ))):

okay so today was tiring!
threee sciences in a day O:
and math.
and chinese.
and lang arts.
DOUBLE WOOGABIBBY.

ohhhh and YOUTH FOR CAUSES.
claudia's group has nice cookies ((((:
long time since i have eaten hard cookies!!
always ate soft subways!
andandand.
ROSANNE CHONG.
YOUR TEESHIRT DESIGN IS YABADOOBA!
i want one!
white or pale green nicer!!

:D :D :D

french tomorrow!!
and im released at 1315!!
WHOA.
earliest school day of my life!!
thank you intsy bitsy virus H1N1 :D

<3 shanping

first day of school

2009-06-29T18:42:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS TIRING.
but i had a nice desk partner!
clarine!!
good thing she can be retarded ((:
we starting singing doe a deer during chinese.

generally lessons were okay ((:
and i finished my homework when i came home (((:
HAHHA.

but it is a tiring day!!
and carolyn had stomach flu and pam tuition so = no lunch date )):

but IKEA!! :D

tumtum.
can it really be this way?
hmmmmm
thanks carolyn though ((:
<3 you lots!!

<3 shanping more :D
HAHAHHA

DINNNR

2009-06-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

today was a rather good day.
packed my table. (hallelujah)
went to go send that NASTY printer for servicing (Y)
went for church ((:
[and realised i have been having encounters with God daily!! just that i didnt know it. THANK GOD! ]
AND DINNER! : D
my last one ))):
HOPEFULLY NOT.

so went with lower sec. because the upper seccies were at I HAVE ALOT.
samsam was really cute and nice.
and she kept scaring me with her ghost stories )):
carolyn was being a retard again.
but i still love herrrr.
jieshen was very cute and being a nice little boy.
really a baby gentleman.
XP
darryl nicholas chris and jerena were there too!
played catching and realised jieshen and nic. can run O:

carolyn went home early before her mama could scold.
andddd. the rest of us took 28 to church excl. sam and chris.
HEEE.
learned how to flick cards (:
and said HI to the dancers before they went in for their last dance.
really brought back memories when i saw them singing backstage in their costume rooms.
HFOS hhahhahahhhahh.
and SYF.
dancing is really funn i tell you.

HAHHHA
okay anyway.
i THINK im not going to school on monday.
someone TAG to say that they are joining meeee.
FOR REAL.

<3 shanping

kangsan!

2009-06-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

THIS IS MY BELOVED KANGSAN.
PARK JI BIN.
he's ultra cooool and cute :D
sleek dance moves and ripples yo.
aww man awesomee.

wojji. wojji.

<3 shanping

I HAVE ALOT

2009-06-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

I HAVE ALOT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME.

i bet pamela sang well.
jiekai danced infront of us ((: well done chinny! (((:
ezra was a real drummer! ((: HAHAH good dancing too ((:
darrren was a retarded stupid nerdy geek. awesome too ((:

and the backstage crew!!
make-up was great! (crystal and yvette)
and the video team looked so professional with the ear muffs and hoodies (((:

HAHAHAH

THE PLOT WAS GOOD THOUGH LAUGHTER ERUPTED AT THE WRONG MOMENTS. but overall it was a God-gifted item and was really awesome.

i gave a standing ovation!!!
zihui and i
XD

<3 shanping

i have alot!!

2009-06-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

EVERYONE PERFORMING FOR [i have alot!!] GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!
IT WILL BE A FANTABULOUS EVENT THAT YOU ALL HAVE WORKED HARD FOR (:
especially with God's help and grace through the rehearsals!! :D

good luck: pam, crystal, yvettelye, jiekai, ezra, darren, joel, josephsay, claudiayong, claireyang, jonat!! HAHAHAHA.

okay sorry if i forgot you.
my brain is dying from too much homework overload.
HAHAHAH.
i have alot!! (of homework left (((: )

<3 shanping
EXCITED.

chiongday

2009-06-24T09:39:00.001+08:00

TODAY I PLAN TO FINISH:
BIO ADVERTISEMENT
BIO REPORT
IH ESSAY
MATH WRITTEN TASK

:D

and tonight im watching transformers2! :D
and i got the second row seat O:
because according to the person, all cinemas for transformers only have the front 3 rows from now till 26th of june O:
but surprisingly, a movie critic gave it a half-star O:
awesomeeeeee :D

<3 shanping

//edit:
HAHHA
i only managed to finish my bio.
spent 3 hours at raphael's house playing wii sports and mario kart :D
and the FOOD was goooood (:
HAHA
kuching laksa!! : D
i feeeel accomplished :D

going to bathe now!
tata!

XD

2009-06-22T10:11:00.002+08:00

MAHAHAHA.
ONE WEEK LEFT.
HOMEWORK STILL AS TALL AS EVER.
going to do on wednesday!! :D
and friday :D

so now im at NLB going to start IH :D
HOHOHO.
perhaps can get to meet bernice later :D

MY HIATUS WAS LONGEST IN THE HISTORY OF THIS BLOG.
HEEE.
life conference (Y)
dinners (Y)
outings (Y)
lunches (Y)

AWESOME 3rd WEEK.
didnt do anythingggg.
HAHAHAH

<3 shanping

poopoo

2009-06-16T15:42:00.002+08:00

shanping.
go do your homework.
you still have :
BIO SIA
CHINESE SIA
MATH SIA
CHEM SIA
PHYSICS SIA
IH SIA
MATH CONCEPT MAP
MATH WRITTEN TASK

but now you need to poo.
(:
HAHAH.
okay.
i shall go poo now.
and worry about the work some other day.
for now it's boys over flowers!!
O:
i spent the whole of yesterday and today and sunday watching it.
almost 16 hours in all :D

WOOO.
cant wait for life conference.
revival.
church buddies.
God.

<3 shanping (:

BAHH

2009-06-14T18:13:00.006+08:00

sometimes things just go out of hand.
you get rather fed-up at it.
people dont even treasure your existence.
pushing you away when they dont need you.
but i shall not get bothered about it ((:
be happy shanping.

AND FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK WHICH IS PILING UP AND ABOUT TO ENGULF YOU.

ahhhh.
piano on monday.
piano on tuesday.
math tuition on tuesday.
life conference on thursday. (:
life conference on friday. (:

woowee. and the third week is gone.

<3 shanping

yet another day

2009-06-11T15:18:00.003+08:00

today is another pamela's house day <3
funfun dee dumdum.
so it supposed to be a buzz girls' meeting but sarah couldnt make it!!
and huiyee.
so like the picture says: only pam carolyn shermaine and i were there :D
HEE.
but it's still fun.
slacked. then worked. then lunch. then worked. then played. then worked.
QUITE PRODUCTIVE I CAN SAY?
but im not completing all that i have brought over.
HEH.

"pamsay go do your zuowen"

<3 shanping (:

for God

2009-06-10T16:56:00.002+08:00

sometimes a little crap is good for the soul :D
so here i shall attempt to squeeze what i have out on this little electronic thing.
perhaps not doing crap but doing something which i thought of in the toilet while pooing and promising myself that i will blog about this because for once i will have interesting stuff to read about.

PHEW WHAT A MOUTH FULL.
actually not, it's just tongue twisting.

1. I think God is awesome in not making people an upright conical shape.
[because how do we wear our jeans and our pants that way!! O:]
2. i love scientists. i hate mathematicians.
[scientists have cool hookamees while mathematicians just make life difficult. SO WHAT IF IT'S A CIRCLE. no big deal HUH. so many theorems and proofs about lines through it and more.]
3. hair is waterproof :D
[notice that when we wash our hair, it takes a while for the water to seep through the whole head!]
4. i think people who dye their hair pink are like goths acting like cute bunnies.
[and the impression doesnt go well ]

what's with me ):
i cant think of anything else.
but well i managed to make one more blog post!!
HAHAHHA.

dumdumdeedumdum dumdee dumdum

<3 shanping.
is off to do her IH {:D <--- i have hair!!

math circles

2009-06-10T16:38:00.001+08:00

today was my first achievement day!!
WE ROUGHLY FINISHED OUR MATH SIA PRESENTATION!!
and i understand logarithms!
albeit the thinking part.

so by today i aim to finish:
IH QUESTION ONE.
chem and chinese filing!

:D

and tomorrow im off to pam's house again!!
for girls' buzz meeting.
HAHAH

im happy today because i feel accomplished despite the little i have done :D
<3 shanping

DIE

2009-06-09T16:02:00.003+08:00

hmmm i think i have to book my last week of the holidays for FULL HOMEWORK MUG.
because at the rate im going, i wont be able to complete anything by this week and the next too.
THERE IS TOO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME
(including going out with friends and stuff :D )
HAHAHHAHA okay so yeah.
SO: NO GOING OUT DURING THE LAST WEEK!
thank you for your kind cooperation :D

wanted to mug my math and have an idea of the concept map but i ended up waking up an hour late, and spending 3 hours watching boys over flowers. not including the time for restaurant city. HEH. so today is only piano day. my only achievement. HAHA

other than that, yesterday was a fun day!!
went to pamela's house after dance :D
and ate nice yumyum food :D
retaurant citied
camwhored with the mac cam.
and played the guitar!!

retro ladies!!

i like pamela's brain.

this was very random.
i forgot our theme. hmmm.

we are in the sky!!

and my braces are back.

i managed to press the chords of How Great is Our God :D
but the strumming is another matter.
and PAMPAM is good :D
HAHAH hidden talent toooo.
i want to learn how to play the guitar!!
YAYME!

<3 shanping

AWFUL

2009-06-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

someone pleaseeee save me from the awful world of nanyang pressure AND SET ME FREE.
I WANT TRINITY SECONDARY SCHOOL MANNN.
NANYANG POOS BECAUSE OF THE AWFUL HOMEWORK ):

FUEL was funny but good
and service was good funny :D
sat next to carolyn and sarahcakes.
AND IT WAS LEADERS' APPRECIATION :D
i realised that the leaders in my life have really done alot for me :D
and especially to sisterjane whom i never had the chance to say thankyou to!!
you really helped me even though i backslided last time.
never failing to make me feel welcome and stuff when i came back :D
you were sort of always there for me and i really want to thankyou!!
and also not forgetting the p6 times when you really nurtured me, making me love IGNYTE and hence not forgetting this love till now :D
always there but suppressed those times.
SO YES A THOUSAND THANKS :D
so appropriate :D whee.

okay so dinner was a flop today ):
not as fun as last week ):
but at least pamela went high :D
sarah went siao with suaning O:
carolyn loved me lots :D

sarah thinks she looks very pretty
carolyn says she couldn't open her eyes because of the flash
im so neutral :D enjoying my superphone.
pamela was talking to someone i dont know who with her superphone
and crystal just shined.

HAHHAH

OH I JUST LOVE SATURDAYS NO MATTER HOW FLOPPISH THEY ARE.

<3 shanping :D

2009-06-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAH OKAY NICE PICTURE.
hmmm so i realised the week has come to an end and i have not started on any holiday homwork yet!!
YAYME.
excluding the LA essay draft 2 which was a piece of pie.
:D
guess im going to rush them out during week 3 or 4 :D
cant wait.
HAHAH
OHPOOOOO.
THERE IS IH INDIVIDUAL ASSIGNMENT!! O:
okay that i have to start next week.

but i guess i have really enjoyed myself this week :D
real break :D
everyday was a fun day going out with people :D
and just sleeping at home :D
recovering from that fever :D
HAHAH but it did make me cover up the loss of sleep during term2!! :D

HOLIDAYS FTW!!
HOMEWORK CAN GO DIE FOR THE MOMENT
<3 shanping

TOMORROW IS A SATURDAY!!

FEVER

2009-06-04T10:48:00.002+08:00

I HAVE A FEVER.
SO MY SP COURSE HAS COME DOWN TO NAUGHT
why does everything go like this all the time!!
when im about to accomplish something for God, it all crashes down.
like the VDAY event, i actually managed to invite people!!
and i got the fever again.
well God, i believe this is a plan from you to strengthen me but please dont go tooo far :D
HAHA.
but im really getting stronger in You :D
so yeppp.

AT LEAST THE NEXT TIME ROUND I CAN GO FOR SP COURSE WITH MY BERNICE (:

<3 shanping
(i dont know if i can make the pizza bread for you guys on saturday!! O: )

SP CLASS

2009-06-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

I WENT FOR SP CLASS TODAY!!
spiritual mommy pamelasayGUIYU be proud of me :D
SO YEP THE COURSE WAS GOOD.
can't wait for street-E on friday!!
and thanks claire for choping seat for me :D
and i saw glorialin and felicia there!! <3
awesomeeeee.

HAHAH so basically today is SP course :D
Shan Ping wants to be a Spiritual Parent :D
(SP)^2

WOOOO.
ohhh and medical check-up was funny.
the doctor was a fillipino so she sounded really latisha-ish.
HAHA
and the doctor thinks my sister is anorexic :D
awesome.
HAHHAHA

okay that's all.
<3 shanping

sometimes things just can't go your way.

cannot go for SP class ):

2009-05-31T13:17:00.003+08:00

I CANNOT GO FOR SP CLASS
TERA ):
EHH BUT MY MOM JUST SAID I CAN GO LATE O:
AND DO A MINI MAKE-UP!!!

okay on a lighter note.
yesterday was fun :D
and i realised i spent alot of time in the toilet yesterday :D
first was waiting to bathe after fuel games!

then i took this picture while pam was stoning on the toiletbowl :D
but she saw superphone and TING!!
out pops the tongueey!
and that PAMELA SAY got her superphone back!!
brand new!!
and so now her superphone is super-er than mine )):
HAHAH BUT WE STILL ARE THE SUPERPHONE BUDDIES.

AND NOW THE SECOND PERSON: ROOPONG.
hahaha she took eons to tie her hair!
super funny.
because once there is a PONGPONG in her hair, off comes the rubberband and she pulls the entire thing apart for another retie!
she insists she did it 5 times only.
but i think its like 6 OR MORE.
HAHAHA.

then dinner with upper sec was rather fun!!
talked funny stuff.
jiekai the lizard and harold koh was harmonizing.
and HAHAHAROLD sang like a girl according to crystal.
HAHAHHA.
yvette was really good too!!
I TELL YOU. YOU BETTER GO AUDITION AGAIN.
BECAUSE THE NEXT TIME IM SURE THEY WILL ACCEPT YOU :D
played scissors paper stone game with carolyn grace crystal yvette harold.
played pepsi-cola 123! with carolyn grace jerena gabriel harold
hahahhah i won :DDD

and then my lovely sarahlee and cute daniellee took 76 with me because of something they did earlier.
and daniellee you owe me a somersault or something.
JIESHENG IS REALLY CUTE O:
and darren was being an enthu little man as usual.
HAHAH

SATURDAY IS THE BEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE WEEEK!!
just that someone was being a bugger poo.

<3 shanping :DDD

june holiday

2009-05-29T21:37:00.003+08:00

the start of the holidays = the start of hardcore SIA chionging
):
literature reviews
reports
reflections
videos
WHAT A FUN HOLIDAY!!
-_-

BUT SIMPLY ORGANIC WAS FUN.
BANANA PINEAPPLE FROZEN FRUIT BLEND!!
PIZZA BREAD. <3
AND PIZZA!
AND PUMPKIN SOUP WHICH IS NOT NICE TO SEE.

ohhh and for ultimate frisbee
we got 3rd!!
out of 4 teams!
BUT WHATEVER!!
WE ROCK.
HAHAHAHA.
i like joyjoy :D

me: joy is so joyful!!
joy: HAHAHHA pingping is ... pingping is .. so flat!!!
me: (LAUGHS LIKE MAD)
joy: HUH HUH ?? that's the only thing i can think of!!
me: (continues laughing)
joy: OH!! SORRY!! I GET WHAT IT MEANS NOW!! SORRYYY. (laughs)

she is one blur pok.
but she is a joyful pok!
her brother's name is glee
her sister's name is happy
and her smallest brother is called gay
:D

CHURCH TOMORROW!!
SATURDAY!!
DINNERRRR.

but stoopid!!
dance for 4 hours!!?
)):
well for the sake of the dance.
JIAYOU!!

<3 SHANPING

2009-05-28T21:24:00.003+08:00

MEET MY NEW FRIEND: JOY.
HAHAHAH SHE'S SUPER FUNNY AND LAME.
though she doesn't need a wheelchair.
i asked them to put the frisbees on their heads because they look like mushrooms.
:D
tomorrow is league game!!
all the best WHATEVER! :D

TODAY WE MADE PASTA
BOBO CHACHA
CHOCOLATE BROWNIE
AND THEY WERE AWESOME.
BUT I THREW THEM AWAY HALFWAY WHEN I WAS OUT BECAUSE I WAS SICK OF CARRYING THEM AROUND.

and went out with pamela today!! :D
and carolyn after that :D
HAHAHHAHHA
LOVE THEM BOTH TO THE MAX.
WHEEEE.
pam: talk more on the phone okay!! HAHHAHA :D <3

<3 shanping
today is a super fun day.
and tomorrow we will be making pizza and frozen fruits blend :D

french friend

2009-05-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

im talking to my french friend now and im going super high : D

PAM'S BDAY

2009-05-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

frisbee was FUN (:
just that it was hothothot.
and we got thrashed very quickly by the netball group.
HEH!!
but we were not bad ourselves!!
improved i can say!!

simply organic today was OK
the rice was so unappetising O:
but the yoghurt was good!
just that i didnt dare to eat it after not being in the fridge for 4hours.

AND I MISSED PAMELA'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE TODAY )):
really pooed.
BUT THERE IS STILL THURSDAY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY COUSIN WHO WEARS LOTS OF PAMPERS!!
HAPPY FIFTEENTH!!
LOVE YOU LOADS.
(more than the weight of the earth :D )
AND FROM THE BOTTOMEST OF MY HEART.
(around 1mm away from the top of my diaphragm)

<3 shanpinggg

fast one

2009-05-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

OKAY THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE REALLY BEEN AWESOME(LY TIRING)

friday:
cluster 6!

saturday:
open house was a flop for modern dancers because that's the way it is.
CHINESE DANCE WAS TOO AWESOME FOR US.
anyway all our pro seniors and awesome batchmates were gone )):

then i rushed for fuel bridging event!!
played captain's ball!!
not bad.
just that the other team managed to score more through neat tactics.
HAHAH GO JANELLE.
then i was playing bom bom choki choki with carolyn grace bernice and michel.
WHEN A BALL FROM KEITH'S FOOT FLEW TO MY HEAD.
(Y)
got a headache the rest of the day.
HAHHA but yeah im used to it.
XD

then rushed all the way back to the bukit timah side!
went to btp for rosanne's ballet lesson.
ipodded.
ate sandwiches for dinner then went to watch BACK AGAIN.
chinese dance improved tons.
and MAD was just as awesome as ever.
still dont know how im ever going to get in..
BUT GREAT JOB SENIORS!!
i like the pink costume and yellow costume part!!
the BACKAGAIN part :D

sunday:
FUNJAM!!
managed to master the basics of 2nd keys :D
so funnn.
1st keys is still a big blob to me.
and i actually took the mic and did vocals O:
HAHAH
i was awful :D

watched angels and demons!! :D
awesome show!!

monday (today):
played ultimate frisbee!!
not bad.
but tomorrow will be hot )):
out in the field!! O:

simply organic = simply fun

go ahead and puke all you want :D

HAHAHHA OKAY IM GOING TO FACEBOOK.
TOTALLY LAZY
BYE!

tired

2009-05-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

TIRED O:

CSM

2009-05-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

today had csm.
WE GOT THE FREAKING FOURTH PLACE AGAIN ))):
i drank one cup of milo from the milo van! (not enough)
and dont you realise that the milo van's milo is like the best from other types of milos!!
WOO.
it's like AWESOME.

then went to bishan library with shermaine!!
HAHA
slept halfway through -_-
didnt even know HEH
then i went to study and shermaine went to return/borrow books.

mugged for 2 hours!!
and went for lunch.
gave up mugging the rest of the time left.
AND I THINK I CAN PASS WELL : D
unless i screw up somewhere.

moolala.

monsieur let us off early again!! O:
and we went to borrow french books!!
le petit nicolas!! <3
and i can read it well compared to last year O:

HAHHAA

dance rehearsal tomorrow O:
missing napfa ):

<3 shanpiing

FRENCH

2009-05-18T23:29:00.001+08:00

IF I GET AN A1 FOR FRENCH THIS TIME ROUND IM GOING TO THANK GOD.
AND ONLY HIM.

XD

fail

2009-05-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

i didnt study french.
i didnt do my graph homework.
i didnt research for my chinese speech.

i played alot.

thankyou very much.

AHHH DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO DO THE GRAPH AT SCHOOL TMR.
guess im oging to have to print it later.

HAHAHHA IM LOOKING FORWARD TO:
bio tomorrow :D
CSM :D
cluster6 :D
open house :D
HCJC DANCE NIGHT :D

but im missing church this week D:

boohooo.

<3 shanping

who i am

2009-05-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

today was major God Day.
HAHAH whole day was about God, for God, with God :D
except math tuition which spoiled the whole thing thankyou.

so went for the playmax dryrun.
in short.
the games are super cool.
FURIOSO stacking cups game was hilarious.
with rachelgan and jielin.
we totally pwnzxz in the opposite way.
SETS was cool.
but i am a failure at that.
and rachelgan + julia was awesome.

EVERYBODY YOU HAVE TO COME TO PLAYMAX.
IT WILL BE LIKE THE BOMB.
KABOOM

so i went to church with sarahleecakes. <3
my future magazine editor cum tree.
HAHAH.
she had high tide behind the dam and it was really funny.
then we bought subway cookies because we were hungry :D
and i told her about my concentration intolerance :D
took the train.
forgot what we talked about ):
just that it was super funny :D
then continued talking while waiting for giraffe chingyee.
AND SARAH DONT EVER SUAN ME WITH THAT AGAIN.
IT'S NEVER GOING TO WORK :D

and chingyee came and she was tall O:
and i realised she's very gentle O:
like soft-spoken and stuff!!
so SHOCKING.
HAHAH
so we talked about haunted toilets and rooms in nanyang on the way to church.
creeepy.

reached church.
fuelled.
HUGGED CAROLYN. <3
AND YES YOU LOSER.
YOU ADMITTED THAT YOU LOVE ME :D
I TOLD YOU HUGS WOULD WORK.

then service.
WHO AM I.
realised that i should never say to my friends that their parents make mistakes in "making" them. hahah but im joke-intended!! )): but i realised it hurt people. so yes POINT OF THE DAY:
everyone is fearlessly and wonderfully made.
and no matter how unintended you feel in this world, how OUT you are.
be in the know that God created you perfect and without mistake!!
AND NO MATTER HOW DEMORALISED YOU FEEL.
YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD AND HE LOVES YOU.
AND YOU ARE PERFECT IN HIS EYES.
never get weighed down by the material definitions of beauty or anything else.
for you are already perfect.
such as God is perfect.
:D

i was rather tired during service.
not much energy to raise my hands during service.
HAHA
but luckily pong kept me awake during sermon with her hol(e)y fringe :D
PONG AH.
the sermon was for you.
hoped it had spoken to you.
though i realised it did not even after service -_-
HAHAH retarded pong. <3

okay that basically sums my day up.
and subway double choc rocks after service :D
yay pamela and me!! <3

<3 shanping
wants to go for SP course with bernice loves.
and realised jiekai trespassed into my blog.
without tagging.
-INSERTS ANGRY FACE-

hyperventilate math

2009-05-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

TODAY I HYPERVENTILATED DURING MATH.
MY HEART RACED.
AND I WAS JIBBERING.
and i think mr ng saw my punch flying towards him.
as in literally.
but i was at the back of the class so it couldnt hit him

"i so want to throw a javelin straight through his head."
"HAHAH."
"sorry, my evil streak."
" i like discus better."

okay so it was because he was going at torpedo speed during surds.
i was like 3 questions away, trying to squint real hard to see his handwriting all the way at the bottom of the whiteboard while standing up, copying and making it run through my brain.
wahhh was really pissed.
especially when i was trying so hard.
HHAHA.
then he was giving me the weird look.
but thanks silei for explaining to me :D

then recess-ed with yvette who was really cute because she tightened her braces yesterday.
so she was troubled over eating the kangkong.
but then bell rang and VROOM.
all disappeared.
and she complained of teeth pain during lesson.

WATCHED SICKO DURING IH.
super sick :D
saw that guy stitch up his wound HIMSELF.
but i forced myself to watch.
cos i need to get rid of my phobiaaaa.
but it was rather sad because of the stupid and corrupt medical policies, people actually died )):

then practiced 4x100m during recess.
not baddd.
just hope we can run faster on that day :D

dance!!
getting better :D
more dance-ish now.
and laoshi is like getting in a better mood each lesson.
so yes.
i think im starting to love cca practice again :D

AND EVENT OF THE DAY
BRALK.
HAHAHHA
guess what's that.
BUT KIND OF INFORMATIVE :D
LEARNT NEW THINGS :D
and i felt really sad when i saw that specific portion of it ):

other than that and the hyperventilation.
im happy!!

<3 shanping

chem prac dance

2009-05-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

chem practical was fun :D
colors and titration.
pinkie yellow peachie

MATH WAS SURPRISINGLY FUN.
AND ENTERTAINING.
AND NOT SLEEP INDUCING.

and dance was just purely hilarious.
not to forget nostalgic.
and i prefected the dance by falling.
twirling out of control.
stumbling.
and stoning in my spotlight because i forgot my steps.
:D

WE NEED MORE WORK DANCERS XD

but before dance is the highlight.
played with rosanne's flashcards with pictures!
then i was like almost the first one to always get what she was drawing.
(i know you too well you poksanne)
so we started a new game.
eunice was the game master and she would call out alphabets.
then tammie rosanne ashley and i will like slam the dance floor to answer.
i realised im only good when i can SEE the alphabet.
other than that, when the alphabet is called, i go into a daze.
ASHLEY IS GOOD.
LIKE WITH BRANDS AND RENOWNED PEOPLE.
TAMMIE TOO.
ROSANNE WASNT THAT BAD.
i was like practically DEAD.

then did homework with rosanne after dance!!
and i realised im a super slow worker ):
and rosanne could not stop pushing that into my face.
HAHHAH.
love you!!
though you sometimes are super UGH.
HAHHAHHAHAHHAHH

<3 shanping

camwhore french

2009-05-13T21:18:00.005+08:00

so today was 2.4km run!
and i clocked 14.47min!!
im super ecstatic because though slow to many of you.
i managed to shave 2.01min off my last year's timing :D

and i was not so tired after the run.
jogging regularly really paid off :D

AND FRENCH TODAY WAS THE BOMB.
CAMWHORE!
RELEASED AT 535 INSTEAD OF 615 BECAUSE THAT MONSIEUR WAS SICK!!

look like those big head small body doll.
real retarded because joan was standing on the steps :D

on the road!
and disclaimer: we are wearing shorts :D

teehee daydreaming and joan stealing the limelight

the picture supposed to be awesome but the people behind past us and all we could do was laugh because what we were doing was wrong. HAHHA

carissa is retarded.
fancy ducking at the last moment.

i think this picture is cool.
everyone is like super happy and whizzy.

another nice blurrie with joan too far away.

me while catching the shot without timer. HAHAH.

look at that duck again.

prettty umbrella!

i was doing the indian dance ><
carissa was shadowing. HAHHA

me awesome french friends. <3
i think the grass is cool :D
super sharp dont you think!!

<3 shanping who
<3s her superphone
(pammm better get yours back!!)

boree

2009-05-12T19:24:00.004+08:00

school was a bore.
a total flop.
wished i had not went to school today )):
HAHHA.
but the open book chem quiz could not be missed.
and the socratic seminar in which my group started off first O:
with me as the moderator O:

well other than that.
my bus ride home was awesome.
spongebob + lionking :D
super nostalgic.

still remembered when i was in kindergarten and it was preparation for K2 graduation night and the teacher liked me alot. so she gave me the role of "Nala", little girlfriend of simba who was then my best boyfriend lester. HAHAH okay then the costume was really pretty with the super loved fur. (i was a little lion cub, dreams come true for me then!!) So i was really happpy and stuff. Was the first to come out dancing. HAHAH (cant remember the steps at all O:) so YES. it was like the perfect role for me! then there was this new girl, YingXing. And she came from the Thomson Branch which was the biggest. HAHHA and she was an elelphant. as in literally!! So one day, the head of our childcare, Ms Swan came. And we are all TERRIFIED of her. So then she saw our item. And no sooner did i realise, she was talking to me and saying to miss yee (my fav. teacher) that YingXing HAS to be nala. And i was like WHATTT. ))": and the worst part - I HAD TO BE AN ELEPHANT. hahhaha but well i couldn't argue back then and i took on my new role rather quickly :D HAHHA but lester and i were really unhappy. HMPH. HAHHAHAH. well. that was my firstest most saddest thing that i ever encountered while giving things up to my friends. HAHHA oh and i remembered YingXing was the first one who perspired on her nose. and i thought, OH COOL. and i started trying to pinch my nose when i was hot to make it perspire. MY GOOSE. how i regret. HAHHAH.

BUT ANYWAY I LOVE MY CHILDCARE DAYS.
best friends i had.
though i lost touch completely with lester O:
so wasted.
but im still amazingly in touch with michelle :D
MY BEST BEST BEST BEST FRIEND.
never met her in 9 years -_-
HAHAH

try to spot me!!
and i wont tell who lester is because i realised he aint handsome ):
yingxing is 2nd from bottom right
michelle is beside her :D

and this is the song :D
my favourite :D
i still can remember the lyrics.
WOW

<3 shanping

bernice day

2009-05-11T20:08:00.005+08:00

BERNICE DAY!
hahahha
went to plaza singapura for 17 again!!
(cherpok. HAHA night at the museum 2 okay!!)
but before that met that little bear at the scrapbooking shop :D
then to swensens for baked rice lunch :D
1 for 1 deals rock our socks!!
hahahha
17again was really awesome.
made lots of noise because there were some really wrong parts in there.
not suitable for little eyes!!
HAHHAH
and well zac effron was hot AGAIN.
mannn.
LADADUM.
enjoyed it muchly!!

ohohoh.
and we went to build joseph a bear.
HAHAHHA.
the rub the heart thing was really hilarious.
especially when bernice followed the lady's instructions like a little girl.
:B
hilarious!!
then went to macs for ice cream and camwhored!!
okayyy.
not really.
because we were all really dead.

WE MUST GO OUT ANOTHER TIME WHEN WE ARE MORE ALIVE YEAHH.
hahahhahahahhah.

<3 shanping
(photos up soon!!)
(and i enlarged the font :D better?)

O:

2009-05-10T23:50:00.001+08:00

my new blogskin is so tiny )):
but im lazy to change it.

but anyway talking to pong my stalked is very fun.
relieves stress.
because it's ultra random.

and tomorrow!
really can't wait for the date with bernice!!
and her friend is going there too!! O:
HAHAH FUNFUN.

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY.
<3 shanping

short long

2009-05-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

1. worship experience was awesome :D
2. God answered my prayer from the previous night, just that it wasn't that clear. it was a half half.
3. oh and i got my first altarcall prayer for the year!! HAHAHH
4. dinner with the churchmates was awesome. though some said it could have been loads more fun.
5. kai's chin is O: all MEAT. the bone is totally hidden. HAHAH and ezra topple in laughter immediately after touching it.
6. i finished 1 Kings in one night!
7. i missed chillout session with prayer group ):
8. watched ip man again :D
9. SAW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE HOW THE EYEBROW STOPS SWEAT FROM GOING INTO THE EYE. amazing yo!! really directed it to the side O:
10. put youtube videos into my ipod!! (credz to audreyy)
12. went crazy over disney movies and songs. nostalgic.
13. charlie and the chocolate factory!!

AND IM GOING OUT WITH BERNICE TOMORROW.
and really really cross my fingers crystal toooo.

<3 shanping
oh and i think i might be in tech already :D
with zeezee. :D

danceday

2009-05-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

HEE TODAY HAD DANCE :D
but sorry to say.
abit boring O:
hahahha.
but i realised i really missed the times with my awesome batchmates :D
AWESOMEEE.
love yall loads.
HAHAH

other than that!
NANA TRIED TO KISS ME TODAY.
well she did to a few others too.
but it was very traumatising O:
she dove for my neck and i fell to the floor.
then someone even said: right position!!!
O:
then i saw her coming but luckily my chinese book saved me :D
what an irony.
AHHAHA
then wanton the siewmai came in and she voluntarily kissed nana.
MY GOODNESS
THE ENTIRE CLASS SCREAMED FOR A WHOLE 7 SECONDS.
but i still love nana.
because she is such an eccentric :D
HAHAH.

ohhh and today the WINGCHUN martial art master came to our school!
art director of IP MAN.
professional ballet dancer for 17 years in LONDON NEWYORK RUSSIA.
O:
and he is ELEANOR'S DAD.
anyway it was super cool.
im going to watch ipman again this weekend :D
and im going to one day master the art of wingchun too so that i can fend off anyone who wants to rape me ever again.
oh btw the knee lock thing looked really dumb initially but it is the coolest move ever. wooooooo.

GO WINGCHUN!
hahha i sound like a dork now.
but who cares.

AND TOMORROW IS WORSHIP EXPERIENCE!!
CANT WAIT :D

<3 shanping

: D

2009-05-06T21:39:00.005+08:00

for the record.
claudia has mastered the language of the calculator and is one of the experts in this field.
HAHHA.
seeing her type almost anything out totally shocked me!!
O:

HOHO

we practiced for 4x100m today!!
really hope we get in to the finals O:
and i dont screw up because im not running with my spectacles O:
PIMPLE IN THE EYE!!
STY!!
O: O: O:

hahaha went to the doctor's
and got a haircut too.
so now i look like a toot. )):

tadahhh.
my left eye is totally CROOKED AND CHINA-LIKE.
hahahha.
sorry.
actually it's rosanne like!!

HAHHHA.

okay today is a happy day.
but a boring day!!
and i got 34/45 for my physics.
not goood but not bad either.
at least i got an A1.
and i thank God for it because it's like
I DIDNT STUDY MUCH O:

<3 shanping
i cant wait for saturdayyyyyyy.

There is hope for every man
A solid place where we can stand
In this dry and weary land
There is hope for every man
There is Love that never dies
There is peace in troubled times
Will we help them understand?
Jesus is hope for every man.

I LOVE MY GOD.

2009-05-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

POST 101 :D

hahahah so yes.
highlight of the day was my tawg.
it was awesomeeeeee.
instead of reading the bible.
i went to analyse my casting crowns songs :D
plugged in the ipod, took out the lyrics and talked to God.
but mostly, letting Him talk to me.
it was awesome i tell you.
every new song spoke new things to me.
and they were all so relevant to my life now.
andandand the mini booklet have like little verses relating to the song
and i went to read them
and i came to one verse. (or two)
that spoke exactly the same thing as yesterday.
and that issue is SO relevant now.
HEH.

so other than that.
many other things reconfirmed my faith in God and all that He had spoken to me.
because (yeahyeah) i tend to doubt that it's God.
but this time, He proved himself :D
and i could really feel his presence in that hour of tawg.
nearly cried.
but my eye has been super pain today )):
so didnt.
HAHA okay that's irrelevant.

ANYWAY I LOVE GOD.
WOOHOOO.

SCHOOL WAS GOOD AND UBER LONG.
and we got 4th fo(u)r 4x400m missing by 4seconds.
SO MANY 4s!!!!
HAHAH
so we are training for 100m tmr.
we need a pokpok medal 0:

and we are going to try next year too.
:D

and for the record
spongebob bottle is officially in great danger everytime it's in my bag's side pocket.
so from today onwards, it will be put safe and snug in the main compartment.
this is supported by countless embarrassing droppage of it anywhere anytime.
making my mind scream: POOO!

<3 shanpiiiing

POST 100!

2009-05-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

YAY!!
hahahah.
just after 4months and i have my hundredth post :D

HEE.
so im happy!!!
went to run 2.4 and got 15.21minutes.
hahah but i decide that im not going to push myself.
i just want that C to get a gold :D
HAHHA

bio is tough.
math is confusing.
but im still happy because i enjoyed my holiday :D

watched wolverine.
watched X-men2
watched X-men3
watched slumdog millionaire
which my mom said it was
"a damn good show"
HAHAHHA

100th post!!
school tomorrow to learn new things!!

<3 shanping :D

x-men origins

2009-05-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

it was awesome i tell you :D
hahahhahahahahaha.
even though i was super tired yesterday night.
that show was so awesome my eyes were O.O
yeppp.

so i wanted to mug the whole day
but guess im going to use the computer in the day
then mug in the night :D
heeee

okay everyone!!
let's jiayou for our BIO and MATH
and everyone else for their midyears!!

<3 shanping
is watching postman pat XD

PLAYMAX

2009-04-29T22:11:00.002+08:00

COME TO PLAYMAX!!
12-13 JUNE!!
ANYTIME OF THE DAY!!
$10 REGISTRATION FEE INCLUDES FREE MEAL
pastamania, cavana, superdog!!
+ 6 different stations!
of fun games food and shopping.
im going so would love to see you there!!
contact me yeahh!!

hahaha
1. physics sucked.
2. summary timed-trial should have went okay :D
3. PE was a tad boring today. highjump ):
4. but i could feel my stamina improving little by little :D
5. my kneee very pain )):
6. stupid bus ride XD
7. french was fun as usual
8. french roosters crow like this: cookerikoo!!
9. french cows moo like this: meuh.!
10. monsieur chan is like OMGOSHH. funnyy.
11. i bought my casting crowns CD!! <33

im going to flunk my physics badly

2009-04-27T21:58:00.001+08:00

TAMMIE AH.
SAY VERY FAST CAN STUDY.
HAHAH I SPENT TWO HOURS TODAY ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND.

AND NOW I HAVE TO PRINT PICTURES FOR THE CLASS NOTICEBOARD.
HAHAHHA.
I FEEL SO CRAZY TODAY.

am i like dumb.

2009-04-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

i wanted to study for my physics this weekend.
but i did not bring back my entire physics file :D

i then wanted to read up on bio.
but i did not bring back my bio file too :D

YAY.

so this weekend was a slack one for me.
just preparing the obs chinese compo :D
which i have not done O:
hahahahhaha.

lalalalalalalala.
im a bit troubled right now ):
hmmm it's just ahhh go away.
HAHAHHA
and i realised i might be missing church camp this year O:
or i will be going for it with serious jetlag and lack of clothes to wear.
AHHHH please please please be pushed back a few days!!
like 17th december will be goood!!

<3 shanping

wonderful and powerful

2009-04-25T21:49:00.003+08:00

especially when it comes from God.

i dont know if i should share this.
this is going to be a big ramble.
felt in the mood of it :D

HAHHA so this really concerned one of the greatest sacrifices i have made this year for this. erhem yeahh. so yeah. for the year we have been going through so far, lots of things have been bugging me. so like you know friendship and stuff. it was ultra complicated. and many a nights i would just feel so lost and confused and empty. so yeah who could i turn to but God. so each night i prayed hard hard hard. telling me what to do. so yeah even though each step i took might have brought out devastation, it still lead way to a greater reward at the end of the trail :D so yeahh. i just wanna say that i really thank God for all He has done in my life. placing all the wonderful people and all the "wonderful" obstacles for me just to grow in Him and love Him more. so you reading this might think this is all spiritual and stuff. but you have indeed seen what i have done. what i have sacrificed to let you experience the love i would have liked to receive :D so yes. i love you two so much i want you to experience what i would have loved as well :D so remember that i love you two loads so yeah!! and actually through this i managed to love someone else too :D and that makes me really happy. instead of upsetting one and making myself happy. might not make myself unhappy for the moment, move on and make three happy!! you might ask how can i ever be like this. that's because i have God in my life :D and i love Him very very muchh.

okay!! finished my rambles!! had to let that off!!

service was powerful today! really felt impacted by it.
the best was when we started worship again after pastor gary spoke.
and i just started singing
"give me a heart for my generation,
set me apart for His great commission."
because the song just started stirring in me immediately.
then sister gwen took over and started singing "i will go"
at first i was wondering that verse was in it because i was not clear.
then suddenly it came.
and my heart just FLUTTERED.
"I will give you that heart and set you apart."
whoa.
so i really felt God in service there :D
really happy.
AND I AM GLAD IM IN IGNYTE!!
PEOPLE COME TO MY CHURCH!
IT'S THE HAPPENING PLACE.

<3 shanping

FUN DAY.

2009-04-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

easter is not just about eggs and candies.
it's much more than that!
it's the greatest love that anyone could ever know :D

1. woke up at 515am to cook luncheon meat and egg
2. prepared breakfast for family :D
3. went to school happy.
4. forgot to bring class fund
5. went for recess and ate ash's macaroni (SUPERYUM) and my stuffstuff :D
6. apparently tammie brought baked pasta tooo!!
7. collected our HFOS2 dvds!!! ONE YEAR YO.
8. SIL was cool with SPCA!! AND JUGGLERMAN
9. cradled taylor the kitten <3
10. lunched with claudear.
11. IH slacked, chinese worked.
12. zoomzoom to SPCA with tamtam to pick up fundraising stuff!!
13. played with the animals!! (maya the puppy and kenji the shiba-inu <3 )

14. pizza-ed with CCA!!
15. talked about syf and stuff :D im glad i made laoshi happy when something bad happened. HAHA happiest thing i have heard from her so far though it might be like minuscule for you.
16. ended and waited and stoned.
17. saw yvette!! HAHAHA and her cute fringe. actually i was expecting seeing her when i saw stnics there HAHAH
18. then saw darren :D HAHAHA and people thought he's my boyfriend -___- HAHAH blame himself for being tall, that little boy.
19. bussed back with chermaine and boobqueeen.
20. made a boobhiearchy.
21. talked super lot on the bus.
22. roti-prata-ed
23. WATCH HFOS2!! and realised i was super amateur. UGLY HANDS. GOSH O: but yeah super nostalgic (wipes corner of eyes)
24. TADAH.

<3 shanping
im not sure how im going to cope with the workload this weekend.
super heavy O:
and im like playing till sunday O:

awesome :D

2009-04-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

today was awesome :D
HAHAH
after schoool went to order our class tee (<3!!) at paya lebar with xiaotong and claudia!!
HAHAH so near church :D
yay i love church.
so yeah!!

so the shop was super cool
had all types of designed stuff :D
like notepads!!
we were contemplating on a 403 notepad or a 403 bottle :D
HAHAHA.
hmmm so i wiggled infront of the person and haggled the price down by 50cents!!
HAHAH YAY $17

after that was highlight of the day.
our mini bonding session.
coupled with my hotfudgesundae and apple pie :D

talked about everything under the sun!!
from rebellious juniors.
to weird ccas
to outcasts ):
and cliques ):
then our class funfair.
HAHAHHA
talked nonstop for 1.5hours!!
totally the longest time i have talked since this year :D
HAHAH
so yeah i love claudia and that monitress!! HAHAHHA

classcomm ftw!!
<3 shanping

HOOHA

2009-04-23T09:59:00.002+08:00

IH was a total flop.
didnt manage to finish my essay ):
wrote too much for the SBQ!!
better get me full marks yo.
HAHAHAH

hmm cant believe last time when i started blogger
everytime i post a new post
i will be very happy because it looks pretty on my blog!!
HAHHAAH
oh and this is the 92nd post!!
so fast right!
reaching my hundred :D

dance on friday!
slack session!!
wonder if liu would be there.
HMMMM.

<3 shanping :D
hahahahaha.
i love ben and jerry's!!

hiatus

2009-04-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

i think im going to go on a hiatus.
nothing much happening.
okay perhaps too much is happening that's why im lazy to blog about it :D
HAHHAAH
but yeah im doing fine.
alive and kicking quite well.
i can throw a few punches too :D
YAY!

i have to mug real hard!!
BOOO.
I WANT TO PULL UP MY POOPY MSG. (4LEH)
hahhaa

OKAY
i cant wait for dance to start all over again.
those warmups and those routines.
HAHAHHAH
i realised it has been a long time since the last time i got scolded by liu.
WOO!
HHAAHHA
remembered last time everyweek got scolded.
until i broke down once O:
HAHHA because when she scolds you feel very zi4bei1 inside.
SO YEAH LUH!!
HAHAH

<3 shanping

the recording.

2009-04-17T21:15:00.003+08:00

i love laughing and smiling :D
this is why.
"i wanna get caught and put on probation!!"
HAHHA

heeheehaahaa.
this is the recording at UCC.
(aww mann, they can't upload D:)
anyway i realised the person paused for us to scream!!
HAHAH.
so sweet right!!
XD
and even after countless times of hearing the recording i never fail to scream and that euphoria just fills my heart again.
WOOOOSH!

okay other than that, today was a happy day :D
no chinese!!
and i did my homework in school till 6pm!!
so the only things i left for the weekend is my IH mugging session.
i think im going to do that everyday now.
stay in school to mug.
quite condusive in class yknow!!
(amazing new fact #1)

IH was a total flop and strengthening of tummy muscles session.
BECAUSE SIRONG ASHLEY AND I WERE SICK.
HAHAHHA.
because we were playing a game quiz.
and i was remindded of the group names we had last year:
anus
asshole.
HAHAH
then SIRONG said 3HOLES to me and i shouted it to miss van dijke.
everyone got it but her.
HAHA
but anyway she gave us 10secs of censorship and ashley came up with UNDERLEGS.
HAHAHHAH.
super hilarious.
then came HAIRY underlegs from me.
then BLACK underlegs from ashley.
then FOREST underlegs from sirong and i simultaneously.
HAHHA OKAY THIS IS SICK BUT YES.
MISS VAN DIJKE IS THE MOST HILAROUS TEACHER IN NANYANG.
<3 her yo!!

but as usual lunch and recess was empty because there wasn't any dance periods.
and ashley tam and i were complaining how liu rocked.
and how we wanted to go through the entire thing again.
O:

but we were a miracle.
COPper a month ago,
GOLD WITH HONORS THE NEXT.
but i can't deny that i gave the item into God's hands.
HAHAH prayed uber hard.
so yepppp.
all praise to Him!!

sunny days are sunny when you take away your umbrella above your head!!
<3 shanping

A FIGHT WELL FOUGHT

2009-04-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

GOLD WITH HONORS.
NOTHING ELSE MUCH TO SAY.
JUST THAT WE ALL HYPERVENTILATED AND CRIED.

we made it.
indeed we did.

nymd.
burnt the floor and burnt their asses off.

<3 shanping.
thanks for the memories :D

SYF [stalemate]

2009-04-15T22:35:00.003+08:00

it's over.
it's over.
it's over.
like that.
ZOOOOM.
BANG.
POSE.

it was awesome.
thank you all for the wonderful memories :D
we are awesome.

and next up is the results tmr.
4.20pm

:O
:D
:B
XD

<3 shanping

oh and there is this super cool sweet shop at CENTRAL.
you can come run up to me for some :D
i will bring them everywhere till i run out :D

tomorrow

2009-04-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

JUST ONE DAY.
JUST SIX MINUTES.
AND ALL WILL BE FINISHED.

wooooooooohooooooooooo.
psyched.
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
JUST THAT: LET'S ENJOY OURSELVES!!
AND DANCE LIKE WE NEVER DID BEFORE.
DOING OUR BESTEST OF THE BESTEST.
and just LOVE OUR DANCE.

i love nymd.
we have come so far : D

<3 shanping

im casting my cares aside

2009-04-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

YAY!
today was a good day.
school was not THAT bad.
i passed my chinese!! like B3!!
and my english!! an A2!!
and dance was goood too.
and i realise im like the only one panting real HARD after the entire thing O:
perhaps im just getting more oxygen yeah.
HAHA

so yesh.
i think we are so on our way there NYMD!!
let's burn the floor and kick all those buttsies.
HAHAHA
i believe we can do it yeshhh!!
BECAUSE WE ARE NYMD!!

im loving nymd so much now.
as we near that date, the feeling of as one is growing stronger :D

OH AND I WATCHED SOME SHOW ABOUT MARRIAGE AT HOME.
hahahha.
super good show for marriages-wanna-be : D
and how God can help us in all possible ways : D
and the SONGS luh!!
AWESOME.
i love casting crowns!!
probably my favorite gospel band.
HEEE.

hyped up.
SHANPING

oh and cheer up my little tuffy!!
HAHHA at least it's all out : D

NYMD <3

2009-04-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

ashley and i :D
the dustbin twins.
HAHAH
become witch twins : D

today was an awesome day.
1: talking session with rosanne <3
i miss you alot!!
but in dance ah, you must really try to be more natural.
and normal -___-
HAHAHAH.

2: DANCE.
omgosh.
today was like O:
hahaha good and bad.
the costume is improved but i still have trouble wearing it in time D:
make-up okay.
and my foundation my mammy gave me is much darker than last time :D
the dance itself was good.
i guess :D
but it improved.

3: UCC
BUT i fell once on my elbows HAHA
and totally wrecked myself.
slammed my head twice into huiyun's with the backdish O: (sorry)
rolled into sylvia O: (sorry)
lost my balance countless times and kept shaking and losing my footing O:
went into the wrong position once and got OI!ed by xinyi D: (sorry)

HAHHAHAHHA
so yeah.
but i still tried my best : D
and supposedly got used to the last part's routine.
panted real hard at the end as always.
and was practically dripping with sweat too D:

BUT NYMD!!
WE CAN DO IT!!
GOLD WITH HONORS!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
<3 shanping

doesnt matter

2009-04-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

: D
hahah today i found out a new meaning to life!
hahah and that is not to dwell on things that make you sad.
but instead look at the up side of all of it.
and whoa does it make me feel so much better :D
YAY TO ME!

HAHAH so today was retarded.
and french was totally the most torturous lesson of the year because monsieur chan went for reservice (O:) and mme nguyen my last year teacher is a bore (O:)
HAHAHHA
so yes.
carissa and i was like O:ing throughout the lesson.
wasted my time.
hmph.

yabadabadoo.
actually it isn't that bad after all!!
WHEEE

<3 shanping
is a happy girl who almost got her moves right.
YAY!!
thanks rosanne and chermain and shiyan for bearing with my stupidness.
HAHHA.
<333

hello world

2009-04-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

HAHAH HELLO.
im okay now!!
but im still going bonkers over dance.
neeeed to practice like mad for that gold with honors!!
we can do it NYMD!!
BTFABTAO
<3 shanping : D

turning round and around

2009-04-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

i don't know what is happening now.
it just feels like a big horrible mess i'm stuck in.
i want to get out of it but it just seems so impossible
(though nothing is with God)
but yes.
other than Him.
it's difficult to get it straight.
with you. and you. and you.
AHHHH.
how i wish i can just go on a holiday with dogs and something without homework.
and without all these stuff.
it get's on my nerves.
can't you just let go D:
get the fact that you are messing things up D:

now.
this.
wanted to cry when i walked off the stage.
it almost came crashing down.
the new steps.
the new revelation.
the new tension.
the new stress.
ARGHHHHHHHHH.
im so going to do a long tawg tonight.
i need some of God's true love in my heart again.
flood my heart.

<3 shanping
i want this all to get better.
but it's true.
suffering makes one tougher.
and i hope this is the case.

:D

2009-04-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHA today was uber lame
the performance was awesome excluding majority of the parts.
GOOD:
1. NATHAN HARTONO
2. BEATBOX-ING.

the rest was just (cough)(cough)
HAHAHHA
and we rushed off from dance.
to meet the guys.
they are quite nice actually.
what do you expect from councillors!!
HAHHA
and HAHAH YAY.
just that yeah should know.
didn't talk much -___-
and i realised i can orientate myself well around jc.
HAHHAH
YAY.

okay that's all. nathan photo's up another time.
church tmr!!
HAIRCUT TMR!!
SEE YOU ALL IN A SHORT HAIR TMR!!

<3 shanping :D

april fools'!!

2009-04-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

today i was made a major loser more than a winner/cool person
HAHAH got tricked by
- sirong (she stole my handphone)
- chermaine the pok which make me rush and switch on the comp

however!! i played a trick on joel and harold.
HAHHAHAH
not bad :D
YAY.

oh and today another cool thing:
little nonya. the golden path. and the new pingpong show scriptwriter came to talk to us sec3s for LA SIA.
super cooooooooool.
hahahha hearing the process.
arduous yo.
and he wanted to make a story about our wonderful magical romantic bridge.
what luhh.
so lame.
viewership ratings: 1.
HAHAHHAHAH

<3 shanping

je suis decu.

2009-03-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

today i was disappointed and sad.
- because of my failed meeting with boonjin. i felt super bad. like i failed my ministry )):
- chinese ): might fail. but im still pinning my hope on God :D

but today was an interesting day!!
- my bestkor secret is revealed!!! YAY!!
- random kindness from you. though not random, still nice :D

HEE

tomorrow is french exam!!! WOOHHOOO

oh and major theft in nanyang!!
so cool can.
the police came and we got a major bag ransacking :D
but to those who lost their stuff, i hope you get them soon.
and that culprit gets caught!!!

HAHAHAHA.
<3 shanping

GO AWAY!!

2009-03-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

YOU-KNOW-WHOS WHO ARE VISITING MY BLOG EVERY RECESS OR AFTER SCHOOL.
YOU AH.
naughty!!
go away!!
my blog isn't interesting anyway!!
SHOO!
or else i shall come find you and stuff you with teddybears.
then dip you in mustard and hang you upside down.

(eyes stare big big at you all)
SHANPING

PRESS ON!

2009-03-28T23:31:00.003+08:00

yes fuel was good.
joyce and i rock because we invented the trick to go into the circle.
and we told keith who later infiltrated our circle -_-

so yes the topic was being a leader through serving again.
and i was so troubled by that topic because i tried to make myself serve this week.
BUT on friday i actually rejected xiaotong's thingy to attend BOM meeting.
im so like guilt ridden now.
IM SO SORRY!
make a promise to myself now: give up my rights to serve others.
PRINCIPAL 3 ((:

okay so service was great.
applied well.
i guess lots of people were touched yeah.
and i actually prayed for other people too.
not only for myself ((:
YAY.
hahha.
so PRESS ON.
continue to have hope and faith in the Lord despite of the sufferings we are going through.
i think mainly, it is count our blessings instead of sufferings.
but when the suffering is too overwhelming, tell ourselves that it is indeed a way to grow stronger in God (: and do not lose faith but continue looking towards the love God has for us for which He is putting us through the suffering to grow deeper in Him
and im COUNTING ON GOD (:
leaving everything to Him.

Im glad we are like this.
and it must stay this way.
leaving everything unto Him,
and all will turn out perfect in His name. : D

<3 shanping

and for my didi, hope you read this.
i believe God has touched you today.
Do not get troubled anymore,
but just rejoice because you have known God's love which is the best among all!!
hope to see you happy again!!
and thanks for your present.
HAHHA

OH THANKYOU ALL MY CHURCH LOVEYS WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY (including Pam's evil brother according to her) HAHAHHA. LOVE YOU ALL VERY BELLI MUSH.

bernice's nutella-cupcakes which are fat-free because she forgot to put butter in O: <3

and earth hour was considered quite a failure in singapore right?
i had tuition so dining table light was on.
but i forced my mom to switch off the light when she was watching teevee.
HAHA.
and my sister and i shouted EARTH HOUR to the neighbourhood.
hope they heard us (:
but im happy because i did my part the best i could do for the earth <3

<3 shanping

OH I SIGNED OFF TWICE :D
abso coolios.

chermaine the chesdnudd

2009-03-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

omgosh this retarded kid is retarded.
this is my so interesting webcam convo with her.

retarded kid lecturing me.
so fierce some more.

cover girl picture :D

pok-eye.
HAHHAHA

you and your not suitable bolster and pillows which engulf you.

she begged me to feed her so i threw a banana skin in.

and my favorite: TADAH!!

AND AFTER ALL HER ANTICS,
SHEHAS NOT REALISED THAT I ACTUALLY TOOK PHOTOS.
shocker!!!
:D

OKAY other than that retarded kid,
today we finally finished the CHOREO for SYF!!!
and ohmygosh i want to cut my hair.
she caught me again for my fringe )):
i have to go to school in a curry pok now onwards )):
or else get blacklisted )):

HAHA
can't wait for tomorrow!!
SATURDAY SATURDAY.
FAVORITE DAY!!
today i did no homework at all.
so im sad.

but im still happy because tmr is saturday :D

<3 shanping

the card.

2009-03-25T20:00:00.005+08:00

[okay the card is off. BYEBYE CARD]
so this uber pretty but very dangerous card was awesome.
but yes it IS very dangerous.the watermelon.
the watermelon!!
rosanne i want to strangle you back HAHHAH.
because me mom wanted to read the card and i had to tear out the watermelon D:
but i had good skills in art so when i pasted it back, good as normal :D
HHAHHA
BUT THIS IS STILL A POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS CARD.
WARNING:
[okay i realised it's censored and has to remain that way]

OKAY OTHER THAN THAT.
schoool was okay.
i got 2/10 for my chinese culture essay and was stoning.
became a loser and poured my mango juice on my hongzi and jacket at the start of the lesson -___-
became yellow blotches but it faded.
THANKGOD.
HAHAH.
so in chinese lecture as always thinking about you time.
but HAHAHHA i forced you out of my brain to concentrate on chinese XD

and ashley has beeen a real nut these past few days.
the day before, she poked me twice really hard and i squealed IN CLASS.
and yesterday was the worst, during bio, she elbowed my thigh and i let out a gurgled scream.
O:
couldn't breathe for a few seconds afterwards as it was too shocking O:
BUT NOW WE SWITCHED PLACES ALREADY.
DANG IT.
pooooooooooo.
merde.
-______-

<3 shanping
JEREMIAH 18:4 - for He will make use of what i have and turn it into a wonderful thing (:

BIRTHDAY!!

2009-03-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

yayyy thankyou everyoneeee
shall not list the names as i would confirm miss out people D:
HAHHAHAHHA.
short term memory yeahhh
but this year is one of the cooolest.
i got an apple crumble from claudia :D
plus her cake box.
HAHAH

and a giant duck from shannon jolene amanda junqi
and a super tee from ashley.
and super cards from rosanne shiyan jeslyn evie.
plus shiyan's mini statue.
and joel's schedule!!
WHOOOOO.
YAY
im a happy girl!!
HAHHAHAHAH

okay that's all i plan to have an early night : D

<3 shanping

tomorrow is the day.

2009-03-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

HEEHEEHAHA.
exciting day tomorrow :D
two reasons actually.
yabayabadoooo.

okay.
online progress report.
OMGOSH.
LA - 68 (B3)
CHI - 48 (D7)
MATH - 53 (C6)
IH - 70 (A2)
BIO - 81 (A1)
PHY - 88 (A1)
CHEM - 96 (A1)
MSG: 3

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im a failure.

but im still happy because i know the lower i drop
the more i will improve.
like DUHH.
HAHHA
ONWARDS TO MY 1.5!!!
perhaps i should lower to 1.8..
NO!!
AIM HIGH.
hahhaha.

dance was in a way awful.
self choreo.
how bad can it get.
my self-choreo is like the worst thing you can ever see on stage D:

<3 shanping.
2hours!

blub

2009-03-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

Lord i will run to you,
and i'll give you praise.
not by might, nor by power,
but by the spirit of God.

OKAY! HELLO!
fuel and service yesterday was good and thought-provoking (:
especially fuel.

SERVANT LEADERSHIP.
okay so mainly we discussed in what ways we can lead by serving. by having humility. yeahhuh. so what really came to my my mind was what i was doing as class assistant monitress. yes i know i may have complained a lot, but i also realised i have been doing my part well. like writing and handing in my minutes on time as well as other class documents. other than that, helping xiaotong attend meetings. however, i realised that since im capable of doing the job, why am i whining?! so yes, i have made up my mind on not whining ever again when im given tasks to do. because whining only makes me have a negative mindset on what im supposed to accomplish. and when others see me whining, it's not such a good example to follow right. so yeah, in this way, i plan to not whine but do my work with so much zest everyone will see, and also know that im indeed doing it for God. despite the various amounts of rubbbish i keep picking from the class floor, don't look down on that responsibility because indeed it is keeping the class clean. and also we must learn to take pride in every single commitment we have (: that is doing it for God because He has put us incharge of it. lead by serving. and most importantly, serve with a heart.

service: WHAT IS IN A NAME?
so we learnt the same things as in fuel but by using PSALM 23 as a guide to all these names:
Jehovah-Rohi: The Lord my shepherd
Jehovah-Jireh: The Lord will provide
Jehovah-Tsidkenu: The Lord our righteousness [abit difficult to understand though]
Jehovah-Shammah: The Lord is there [my favorite ((:]
Jehovah-Nissi: The Lord our banner
Jehovah-Shalom: The Lord our peace
Jehovah-Rophe: The Lord who heals [of all our sins and hurt]
Jehovah-M'Kaddesh: The Lord who sanctifies [disciplines]

so mainly, there are three newer ones. perhaps the sanctify one needs explaining so yeah. okay, as you know God has rules for us to live by and that is so we can become a gem for God. and to become gems, we have to be put under immense pressure, then cut by the refiner and moulded according to Him. so yes, that's the main idea. We are disciplined by God so we can live a more righteous life in Him (: and sometimes the displining or the HEALING may be difficult and often painful, but yes, that's the price to pay if we commit any crimes. but in the end, we come out as better people :D and YAY!

whoa this all came out of my head without referring :D

and now to study life.
i still have physics SIA and LA documentation not completed.
plus BIO SIA.
who cares lahh.
i want to go celebrate my birthday tonight.
HAHAHHAHHHA.
haagen daz. + hotel for dogs.
see if my parents allow.
and im going to throw all my work away.
:D wheeee.
schoool tmr!!

oh and thank you tons for buying me a pressie :D
going there purposely to do it -___-
and you too!!
HAHHA

<3 shanping

headache. heartache.

2009-03-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

HAHHHA headache the entire day since the IH meeting.
but for the record, IH meeting was uber productive.
finished the entire proposal with a few stuff left to elaborate :D
then went for lunch with tammie and ashley <3
ate yoshinoya student value meal!!
with hawaiin soda - sprite with canned pineapples.
oh and i added beef sauce!! 50cents!!
reminded of you because you like salty stuff.
HAHAHA

SO YESH.
other than that.
i rushed out my LA reflective essay.
Minutes of Meeting for LA SIA.
French Corrections.

and i still have loads more to accomplish.
):
but God will sustain me.
YEAH!!

so far.
God has talked to me about the blessings He has given to me thus far.
And yeah, though bad things might happen, He has indeed blessed me with other better stuff.
there is indeed a bit of the heart going through super duper sad moments.
but im always encouraged by the fact that He is always there and will MAKE A WAY FOR ME.
so definitely the message is to trust Him all the way.
Never doubt what He can do for me good or bad :D

OHNO!!
perfect cut!!
i missed 15 minutes!! D:

okay going to go now.

oh and i think you're very sweet.
keep saying that word so many times a day.
okay it's basically everytime we end an sms period.
:D

<3 shanping

NYMD CAMP

2009-03-19T20:23:00.004+08:00

at first i was hesitant and abit irritated by the fact of having dance camp.
because it equals to lesser time to finish the SIAs!!
but after this, i really love it.
a super great time to bond and see the retarded side of everyone else (((:
this will be a super long post.
SO YES.
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, BRACE YOURSELVES.

thought that we were supposed to assemble at 830.
so at 8.07 i thought i was early and i was moping up all the way to the hall.
then i saw everyone there.
reporting time: 800am.
HAHAH.
so we practiced in the hall for around 30 minutes.
practicing the stupid roundy turn turn.
and i was being a blur pok as usual.
kept on forgetting the hold 4 counts gallop thingy.
HAHHA SORRY PEOPLE.

then we went to meet the sec1s!!
played squirrels and tree!!
and ashley ____ and i won!
but ended up having us to do the forfeit -__-
WRITE NYMD ROCKS! WITH OUR BUTTS.
hahahha i was like just wobbling it.
ashley was goooooood.
skinny butt.

then captain's ball!
i was the captain again (((:
caught a few good balls.
but they were scary.
had to bend all the way back PIAK.
but tammie got the winning point!!
AWESOME.

stoopideedoo ashley getting frightened by mabel every time she BOOs her.
HAHAHHAHAHHA.
classic picture :D

played OBS CAPTAIN ON BOARD GAME!
got conned -__-

AYE-AYE CAPTAIN!

slackedddd.
so far this is my most O.O and weirded out, stoned and spazed picture.
ever.
HAHAH

then we had to choreograph a batch dance!!
used the tune of CHIHUAHUA.
then did some funny poses and then,
classic: -half pivot- the sec threes (dao face) -finish the pivot-
HAHHA the secthrees rock the house.
sec4s really choreographed around a minute of dance!!
sec2s had some good moves :D
sec1s: their NYMD formation was uberrr

super sick move the sec4s did.
HAHA
it is VERY DISTURBING.

LUNCH TIME!!
HUNGRY HUNGRY.
but the mince meat sauce was awesome!!
but there was too much rice.
and we could not eat much because of dance pract. later.
but lunch was still goood

lunch lunch ((:
styrofoam boxes kill the earth D:

then we had dance pract.
HAHHAHA (again)
was abit sian.
but there was a great improvement in choreo!!
another 1minute!!
oh and we measured our costume!!
the costume was NOT BAD.
HEE.
and erhem erhem ashley and shiyan has the smallest ____ in NYMD.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
defamed.
but i do not deny that ashley tiffany natalie and i missed quite abit because we were busy rackeying for toilet stuff.
HOHOHO.
and during dance, abrasion again.
rub here rub there.
pain pain pain.
elmo elmo elmo.

but then SHOWER TIME!!
gosh the shower that rosanne and i had were like the best.
dance studio toilet.
shower head.
clean, unused.
blessing in dusguise like seriously.
THOUGHT AT FIRST TO BE LIKE THE SMALLEST TOILET BECAME THE BIGGEST BECAUSE WE UNLOCKED THE COOL SHOWERING AREA :D
so rosanne sylvia and i enjoyed our shower.
so SHUANG.
like seriously :D
whoooo.
my best and most comfortable camp everrr.

next was dinner.
nothing much.
just that there were three fried balls.
and according to tammie.
they were all different flavoured.
but i couldnt taste the difference at all D:

slack period!!
camwhored.
okay not as much as last time.
but we still took pictures (:

rosanne and i <3!!

chermain!! <3>

rosanne and shiyannn <3

shiyan my ahma!! <3

natalie!! <3>

SELF PRACTED AND FRIGHTENED OURSELVES WITH GHOST STORIES D:
but being in the dance studio at night with all the mirrors is really freaky.
and jingjing scared me till my legs went wobbly S:

watched BRING IT ON for late night movie ((:
HAHA
and the supper was good.
like a cinema yo.
oreo, pocky, yanyan, lays, milo.
HAHHA.

then SLEEPING TIME!!
the last 15 minutes was funny talk with rosanne and chermain my sleeping partners.
but i really don't know how i popped it out so easily D:
perhaps it's because no one knows at all and i had to let it out.
HAHA
and i was hugging chermain and pengning-ing in her ear/
woopsie doopsie.
HAHHA chermain: it really is different. unless it really is the same!!
but that night was funny.
and sleeping in the aircon all rolled up in my sleepingbag is so comfy and nuannuan.
:D
but the only thing that was BAD.
= the dumbo phone alarm that rang every hour in the night.
other than that.
GREAT NIGHT.
and you said that word to me the first time!!!
O:

GOSH ONLY ONE DAY.
okay zoom through.

dance pract:
managed to diao1 our movements in the pyramid thingy.
the blacks were pro.
lots of energy but she was still disappointed so only 20sec of extra choreo.
then she called rosanne shiyan and i back for extra D:
and i seriously cannot get that hesitation transfer weight part.
even though how hard i tried.
i just end up looking awkward and unnatural.
but cher's run did improve (((:

LUNCH:
not bad.
thanks batchies who helped us take our food <3

SELF PRACTICE:
my gosh.
cheryl is just the most retarded person on earth.
the content for this part is sort of censored.
so im not going to type anything.
let the people who know, know.
the people who don't, too bad!!
HAHA

OH AND HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
I CAN DO A ONE-HAND CARTWHEEL!!
it's actually okay.
just have to have lots of courage.
O:

COUNTERSTRIKE!
i owned the sec2s single-handedly.
got rachel gan soaked in the first few minutes of the game.
YEAHHH.
HAHAHHA.
but our NYMD counterstrike is less scary than IGNYTE's
because with the absence of crazy grown-up boys shouting in your face and hurling water bags into the sky.
but i like pails ((: HAHAH

THEN WE RINSED AND BYEBYE!!

rosanne and i, just after our rinse. HAHA

family portrait.
supposedly:
tiffany and tammie - ahma, ahgong.
huiyun, sophia, cher, me, rosanne - second generation.
yumo, natalie, ashley - third generation (ashley is my daughter :D)
SHIYAN - zygote.

another batch picture (((: i love my batchhhh!! regardless of everything. we simply rock.

NYMD PICTURE!!

N-Y-M-D!
(BOOOM)
YEAHHHH.

<3 SHANPING
have faith all the way.

AHHH!! FRANCE!!!

2009-03-17T20:50:00.004+08:00

IM GOING TO FRANCE.
ME GOING TO FRANCE!
but it's still a longish way to go.
8 months D:
HAHAH.
but it's 3 weeks longggg!!
don't miss me ((:
okay im super excited.
WHEEE
oh and nuh im not going to paris
im going to bordeaux, so it's more of castles.
:O

okay so today i didnt manage to go to my mugging session in church because of ....
uhhuh.
uber depressed at first.
but then afterwards, i was sort of okay.
prayed to God tons to help me xiao1 qi4.
and through this thingy i actually learnt more about God ((:
HEH.
whoopeedeedoo.

so today i mugged bio and tried chem.
realised everything for chem is reliant on my past year's knowledge D:
and for bio, i can only remember things up to BIOLOGICAL MOLECULES.
from there onwards, it's all blocked.
other than my sciences, NOTHING.
installed BROTHIE ((:
hhahaha my new printer.
going to type my excuse letter tomorroww.

oh and dance camp tomorrow!!
TATA PEOPLE!!

<3 shanping

POINT FORM.

2009-03-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

thursday
-car car.

- sirong being such a bookworm

- and her face when i married her. HAHAHA

friday
- you came back!! WHEE
- but i couldn't even contact you -___-

saturday
- theory grade 7 exam!!
- was quite reasonable and i should be able to pass unless i made really awful careless mistakes HEH.
- missed church D: and the baptisee's membership thingyyy

sunday
- SPONTANEOUS!!
- one ftv!!
- played dog and bone!! where i kept slipping because my crocs poo.
- played captain's ball and i was the captain!! HAHAHHA.
- keith's doggie, buddy is such a cutie pieeee. he nudges my hand for me to pat him. HAHAH.
- wanted to barbeque but no fire starter D: keith carolyn and bro alsen went o buy. and bernice and i went to microwave the chicken.
- but because of my tuition and their wttf, we had to go before the bbq ))):
- flagging taxis in singapore is a tough job ):
- heard they barbecued in the rain :D [so fun]

- went with auntie barbara and family to eat at the japanese dining bar!!
- yumyum beef beeef.
- and look at the porkie! super funnnyyyy.

so yes. my weekend. GONE. and with only a few days to complete all my freaking homework )): i need help. BOOHOO. looking forward to tuesday mugging session in church :D HAHAHHA and please go get a phone soon. unbearable D:

<3 shanping

deep yoghurt

2009-03-12T21:20:00.004+08:00

im in deep poo yoghurt now.
mann i THINK this issue is big.
gosh how how how.
it's embarrasing!!
what's worse is that all the people out there DONT KNOW what is happening.
lalala.
i shall just let this die down.
but for the moment.
i don't think im going over the canal or in the bus with my nametag on.

you lah!!!
how could you lose it!!
i think your mom is going to kill you or something.
first your wallet and now this.
HAHHAHHA

i don't believe this is a trick or something right.
date check: 12 march.
nope not 1st april.

oh and today i got the new car!!
HAHHA and i drank 5 cups of milo.
heeeee.
i like my new car.
it's bigger than my old car.
YAY.

D: SHANPING (:

and i had a bad day.

2009-03-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

1. didn't bring my retainer box.
2. didn't bring my physics file (which ended up didnt need to be used :D)
3. didn't bring my CCL file (which ended up didnt need to be used :D)
4. Math POP quiz was a bummer.
i didn't even understand the dumb volume question D:
but i could do the inequalities!! WOOPEE.
5. Recess pract was unproductive. but at least i SAW what was happening.
6. English compo - challenging limits. my rockwall. total crap.
7. Physics was boring and i embarrassed myself thinking i was reg.no. 2. super flushed.
8. Bio was unbearablish confusing.
9. Assembly was good but sleepish.
10. Stayed back for irrelevant briefing D:
11. piano gave me an inkling that i might not be able to pass my exam this sat D:

<3 shanping

so far, not much impactful from God. Perhaps it's just that i ain't listening much. but during the compo i kept hearing from how to challenge my limits for God. Going forth to spread His word. But i dont know why i have been losing my fire for Him. i really want to, but the fear.. it's just overwhelming )))"":

and you are going for camp tmr.
but at least you have your phone!!
won't feel that distant :D
HAHHA

audition

2009-03-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

went for drama and singing because the dance choreographer was not there.
but dramaing is funn HAHHA
singing was scary and funnyy.
SOLO man.
but brother kahfei was nice (:
yvette crystal bernice and lexin were nicer.
HAHHA

and being in church late at night is really nice.
i dont mind having camps there!!
i love trinity at night.
gives you the supeer warm feeeling :D
YABADEEDOOO.

tomorrow is a school day.
impromptu compo.
i cant wait.
-_____-

<3 shanping

take a break

2009-03-09T15:29:00.003+08:00

sometimes it's good to just take a break.
let things flow off yourself and just let go.
LET GO AND NEVER LOOK BACK.

so today is a holidayyy.
and so yesterday night, went to watch marley and me.
and i cried in the cinema again D:
boohoo.
i think dogs dying are the worst way a show can end.
it is super-tear-inducing.
but other than that, the show actually didnt meet my expectation much ):
but it was good enough.
the dogs were crazy and the puppies were just sunshine on a dull day,
and a beanbag among rocks.

so today i practically slacked.
i only did my bio AS 4.1
mugged that chapter of biological molecules.
but don't test me, i cant remember a thing without referring YET.
then i mugged the main stuff for my french.
but no grammar yet ):
had lunch and konked out.
i'm supposed to be doing my IH essay for two hours now but im blogging.
guess i shall just start on the first paragraph, get things sorted out.
then off to my theory.
and then to the musical auditions!! :D
such a pity you can't come to drama dance or sing with me.
mannn.
bet i'll be thinking of you much when im there.

so yess.
everyone let's stay happy during the face of stress and the whole school thing coming back.
it won't be easy, but we will bear it and GRIN IT.
:DDDDD

<3 shanping

KURT

2009-03-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

((: the kurties rock.

MEEHEE

2009-03-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

friendship.
the second best thing one can experience in this eartly life.

today was awesome.
ok. should i say this. okay i shall.
reveal my deepest darkest secret of the day:
i was enjoying my mom's queen-sized bed in aircon the night before and i peeed on it.
HHAHAHAA i didnt even feeeel my bladder D:
but i woke up startled with a wet patch.
i thought it was wet grass the first time though. HAHHAHA

SO I WROTE DOWN THE LIST OF HOMEWORK I HAD TO ACCOMPLISH BY END OF HOLIDAYS AND IT CAME TO 10.
and half of them are major projects.
i shall be filled with inspiration and do 1 tomorrow.
HAHHAHA.

so i went to eat borsch beeef at serangoon gardens!!
the russian soup was good.
the steak was good.
the soft grilled carrots were the best man.

[oh and i'm admiring my OBS tee now. still in a post-obs-dream state]

church was awesome.
i was totally high whenn i saw all my friends again.
even gabriel had to shut me up.
but i couldn't be. HAHA
i just felt so excited and happy among all of them ((:
AGAPE LOVE
love really is revolving around me this year.
God really is emphasising loads of His word for me.
double backing it up.
really what i need to know.
thankyou Lord!!!
and i was so tempted to say i agape you.
but it doesn't make sense because i do not love you forcedly.
i love you so spontaneously :D
HAHHA

oh and i had 89 new mail.
the most i had in my lifeeeeeee.
but all of them were from faceboook.
so yes :D
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
mannnn.
life in singapore is AWESOME.
but really.
all the stress and rushness is coming back.
now i know why there can actually be people willing to be instructors there.
actually life in singapore for me will be lifeless without church.
seriously.
nothing to look forward to.
:D

oh and happy thing!!!!
i got shortlisted for the interview for the immersion in franceeeee.
goshh.
happy me.
now i have to study hard for my french.
I MUST GET IN.
or else i will go into depression )):

and shanping has been using expired stuff.
i have been using expired contacts solution for 2 months.
and expired prickly heat expired by 2 or 3 years.
awesome or what.

<3 shanping

IM BACK.

2009-03-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

here comes the return of the ultra awesome shanping.
i survived obs.
i survived the sleeping in tents filled with mud gravel and sand.
i survived the wet exits.
i survived 5hours of kayaking.
i survived 4+hours of trekking with a 12kg backpack.
i survived through the blistering heat.
i survived with prickly heat as my best friend there.
i survived sitting on the gravel with ants and spiders.
i survived not bathing for a day.
i survived by peeing on a beach.
i survived a 10m rock wall.
I SURVIVED!!

most importantly, i learnt alot for my spiritual life there.
more spiritual than i ever expected as i prayed at every junction i could.
even when the tents were dirty or as i looked up the rock wall.
He was with me all the way.
God is never late and He provides. [JEHOVAH JIREH]

oh i miseed you much too ((: HAHA kept thinking of you when i did challenges. kept thinking that you did these too :DDD seeeeyou!!

by tomorrow

2009-02-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

didnt go for dance pract because i had a high temperature.
upper sec games was fun.
i shot well.
never played that well before ((:
then we bathed, and i got real feverish.
fuel was horrible because of the fever.
but i learnt of God being our provider and my shepherd, leading me wherever i am, whatever i am doing.
didnt stay for service.
MISSED BAPTISM SERVICE!!
im so sorry people.
i feeeeeel so baddddddddddd.
but congratulations on being reborn in Christ!

my degree is now 38.0
but amazingly i dont feel that hot.
HEH.
kept worshipping God in my bed.
dont know why.
just had the urge to sing a song.
SO YES!!

I MUST GO FOR OBS WELL AND HEALTHY!!
but i dont want to miss auditions for the musical tmr D:
HOW.
ookay i will be healed tonight (((:

last day

2009-02-27T21:22:00.001+08:00

physics SPA - epic failure
FIRE DRILL - super hot.
tried to pray to God to talk to me (making use of my time) and nothing came D: HAHHA
but He did make the sun go away and for wind to come a few times. heee.
CHINESE - ashley and totally slacked and talked away
DANCE - we all became ELMOs (((:

we love red fur don't we.

busy day tomorrow.
exciting day tomorrow. (((:

<3 shanping

spermie

2009-02-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

today spermie was born.
and then he died.
he was so unique.
not another spermie could be made ever again.
CREDITS TO ASHLEY TINGTONG WHO MADE IT UNEXPECTEDLY.
AND CREDITS TO ME FOR SQUISHING SPERMIE UNDER MY FOOT UNEXPECTEDLY.
but spermie is creeeeepy.
he stares at me and i get goosbumps.
and tingtong kept putting him on my shoulder.
omytian.
very gross especially when i turn my head and his eyes are staring into me.
UGH.
but now he's dead.
and im sad for i dont think i'll ever see him again.

and during physics lesson.
i became nana.
ashley became shanpiing.
and nana became ashley.
we practically switched places and we took the person's identity with it too.
super duper uber funnyy.
and when mr tan called reg.21 which was supposedly ashley.
nana went up instead.
HAHHAHA.
hilarious.
we should do it again sometime :D

met auntie after schooool at bus stop.
so i could not meet you ):
then very very very nice chesnudd waited for me to run back to class, take my bag and take bus together.
<3 YOU LOADS.
and thanks to God, when my bus reached my stop, there was NO RAIN AT ALL.
and 3 bus stops back, i was ready to get drenched in the thunderstorm.
wheee God can really do anything and everything yo!
HAHAHHAA.
okay.

just finished studying for physics SPA tmr.
now i have to do minutes.
CCT table.
and CIP timetable plan.
mannnn.
hope i dont get them wrong.

<3 shanping

rainbow

2009-02-25T22:37:00.001+08:00

i forgot.
today on the way home, i saw a really pretty rainbow.
and i saw the whole semicircle.
it was reallyyy pretty.
then i was reminded of God's covenant between us all:
He will never destroy the world and the people in it again. till His return that is. And it also showed me the beauty and the wonder of the world God had made. It is so amazing and breath-taking. looking at that rainbow and making a short prayer to God to thank Him.
and then God spoke to me: "i will be with you wherever you go. i will never forsake you for i am there even when you cannot see me." this occured to me when i tried looking for the rainbow after i passed a few buildings. then i thought i lost it, but then i saw it in the reflection of a car's window. and there it was. in the oppposite direction. still there.
TIE IN FROM TAWG YESTERDAY NIGHT: you will receive it in the most unexpected situations.

i love God
Today
Tomorrow
Forever moreeeeee

<3 shanping

whee ~

2009-02-25T21:54:00.005+08:00

TADAH.
my 2 hamburgers and one hotdog.
and ashley's drink and ice-cream :D
so pretty right.

i cant wait for the weeekend

saturday - dance 830-1030
upper sec games
fuel
service
baptism service!!!

sunday - musical dance auditions!!
sounds scary but have faith yo.
thennn.
syf rehearsals at UCC.
GOSH.

and offf i go for camping on ulu island of pulau ubin.
may God give me the courage to climb anything and trust my friends.
and the endurance to walk and kayak for hours on end.
and also the strength and determination to continue talking and engaging with Him at night (:
even though i might be toooo tired.
ON FOR HIM YO.

okay.
YOU SMARTYPANTS.
and i have a nicer lower sec picture (((:

you alone.

2009-02-25T13:54:00.006+08:00

*yawns*
O: im tired

heyy all.
lessons were okay (:
chinese - did gonghan. i pray i pass (12/20)
LA - went to the comp lab for monsters presentation (:
recess - felt very lonely and taggish because jeslyn has to go for recess lunch with cca for now. and then tammie and ashley became very close already. UGH how to cope for one and a half months D:

"nvm! SPONGE will be back in aprl!:DDD" <-- typed by sponge - she is super sweet :D my retarded buddyy bio - had EXIT CARD. i realised i couldnt remember a single thing for bio. i have to mug real hard now.
CME - ashley and i made a fast food restaurant!! HAHA our skills with bluetack rock. (pictures upload at night ((: )
lunch - dance LECTURE. GwH everyonee. our only remaining SYF D: let's go dancetivators!! math - mr ng MC. attempted GEO2 tier A. realised i could actually grasp the concepts (: just need to rememver the formulas (:

oh and sponge nearly made me choke today. she insisted on squishing water into my mouth three times. so yeah i complied :D then on the last squeeze the water came out of my mouth and my nose because she squeeze sooo much D: but abit only. because i keep imagining her funny face and i couldnt swallow the water in my mouth D: then somemore keep patting me and laughing when i was bent over. I CANT SWALLOW WITH HER LAUGHING IN THE BACKGROUND!! hahahha. but i managed to block her goofy face out of my mind and GLURPP. HAHHAA. close shave :D

so yes.
now im waiting french bus to come.
eee!!
i want to PEEEE!
and cute yuka wrote me a random letter.
YAY!

<3 shanping

JEERIBOO.
boo you.
HAHAA joking.
now i dont know what to get you.
hmmm it'll be small i guess.
ohyea thanks for the songs (:
now i have one more album of lovely christian songs <3

short one

2009-02-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

TO YOU I WILL LOOK,
TO YOU I WILL PRAISE,
TO YOU I WILL PUT MY HOPE AND MY ALL IN.

today was a happy day.
and i was undisturbedly thinking of you during BORING chinese lecture.
but when i think of you, i think of God too.
so it's a win-win situation (((:
UNTIL
(shall not elaborate further)
i hate this thing going now.
with them doing all those peeky seeky stuff.
ugh.

and today was emo day.
but on the bus, i prayed to God to help me overcome the feeling of disturbia, disappointedness and just fatigue from everything. and i became better.

Isaiah 40: 31 (???) [i cant remember the verse's number]
but those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength.
they will soar on wings like eagles,
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

<3 shanpiing

LOVE

2009-02-23T21:16:00.004+08:00

huh?
me you calling?

doggies are still the love of my life. heehee.
they just loooook so adorable :D
SCHOOL WAS RUBBISH.
i got one mark off my physics because i have no time to think properly.
somemore i still took my own sweet time to do the rest of the questions O_O
bio lab was fun as usual. :D

AND IM A KLUTZ.
I BROUGHT BACK MY PHYSICS FILE WHEN THERE IS BIO QUIZ TMR.
SOMEONE SMACK ME.
SO TMR IM GOING TO CHIONG IN CLASS.
CRAMM IT ALL UP IN THE WEENY TEEENY.
and my math quiz is first period and i didnt bring back my maths file either.
SOMEONE SMACK ME REAL HARD.

apart from the smacking:
dance was uber tiring.
but at least i got some laughs and some scoldings from her.
i think she laugh because she had no choice.
MY FACE WAS FROM A HORROR MOVIE.
如果我是恐怖电影导演，我就会选你。
可惜我不是，所以你要把那个脸erase掉！
but really very tiring rolling, crashing and getting up from the floor.
and being the main group ALOT of pressure.
but WE CAN DO IT!
GwH!!
aim for the moon, so when we drop, we still land on the stars ((:

oh and YOUR friends very gooood right.
so ingenious.
tsktsk.
today i accounted to sister mad and it was actually quite okay.
no HOOHAs.
very straightforward but i told her what we decided on for now ((:
let God take the wheel and be the centre of our life before doing anything yet.
i bet it will take a few years to be stable in my relationship with God (((:
for now, it's all bout Him.
(Lord let me focus on you because sometimes it's difficult. especially in sight.)
(>.<)

WELL PM WENT GREAT AGAIN ((:
managed to do it quite okayy.
just that we were all faster than the other groups because i didnt send the video to all of them.
just shared with one another.
so message of the weeeek: LOVE ONE ANOTHER WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND ALL YOUR MIND AND ALL YOUR STRENGTH AND ALL YOUR SOUL. mostly, LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR AS YOURSELF :D
it's all coming back to LOVE again. God gave me a really great message for the year.
as it is being OPENED in all aspects of my life.
really a year of loving <3

<3 threebottles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED MACARONI!
you are 15 now!! so old.
HAHHA i miss being with you alot.
REALLY REALLY REALLY.
it's really weird when i see you with your friends.
but at least we have DANCE!!
well this year i wish you will be blessed with good health, good grades, good laughs and good love all around.
sorry i have no card for you AGAIN.
but do know that i love you forever and ever as my bestie!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANEE!

you and your fake emoness.

the happiest times together.
with no quarrels!
WOW!

this picture is unique man.
only we dared to go into the hole.
HAHA

this picture very unique too!!

oh i think you look good here.
HAHHAHA zilian.
and i look.. tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANNE <3

i look like aqueous iodine (yellow)

2009-02-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

im looking straight at you.
HELLO!! hahahha

that's what my sister said today.
erhem erhemm.

so today went as follows:
1. went to mandai for grandpa's death anniversary.
- played with little cherub nicole
2. sent bin home for tuition
3. went to BEACH ROAD which sells so many camping stuff till they have to tout
- bought solid fuel and all those stuff
- except the stuff that im going to get from the pharmacy
4. came back for tuition
5. marcus (my dearest cousin) and melissa came to visit momo
6. went downstairs to buy dinner
- chicky rice!
7. bathed
8. HELLO!

yeahh so my day was like this.
i couldn't revise for bio and math quiz because all my notes are in school D:
but who cares.

<3 shanping

mixed feelings.

2009-02-21T22:05:00.005+08:00

little boy oh little boy.
what are you doing?
worshipping God or perhaps being sorry.
im not sure what you are doing.

went to amkhub before to get birthday presents
and my sister made me late for church.
but anyway went there and sisterr and cousinnnn was there :D
so i was happy.
and i told them the terrorist thing
[AND JUST NOW THE NEWS SAID IT WAS A HOAX.]
so yeah.

FUEL was good.
had small group discussions.
and i realised i had alot to thank God for this week.
THANKYOU GOD!
and one thing i learned: God talks to us in many ways. Sometimes our mind tells us something right? and usually we are not sure if that is God Me or the devil. so today sarah and i asked sisjas and she confirmed that it really doesn't matter if it is God or it is Us. as long as it does not go against the word of God, it has no harm in us going according to it ((: because anything other than the devil is GOOD. because it is by God. and also sisjas used the word NEW BEGINNINGS. the new beginning being the ultimatte trasformation in our friends' life after knowing God. beause after knowing God, one will lead life anew in Him again. a life free of guilt and shame. So i guess for me it is the knowledge of my new knowledge and of course the fact that i have become renewed in Him. trust me, i am different from the shanping i was last year. i want and have started my new beginning in Him. thankyou Lordddddd.

and the awesome SERVICE!!
it was about the heart of worship. what and how do we worship. i totally agree with the dancing thing. everytime during worship time, my whole body moves. like some people stand there and only clap but i dont know why infront of the stage my legs start poing poing poing. and if i just stand there, i will feeeeel like a rock. like seriously a rock. doing nothing.
ACCORDING TO EXPERTISE ON BODY LANGUAGE: PEOPLE MOVE PARTS OF THEIR BODY WHEN THEY ARE HAPPY.
so i guess i am happy all the time these days. my body is hyperactive :D and also before the end of service we were asked to SHOUT. and zihui and i screamed. and we had sorethroat D: then from then i did a low shout. HAHHAHA. and at the end of service :DDDDD. I JUMPED LIKE I NEVER JUMPED BEFORE AT THE SEATS. because so much space. i really felt happy and YAYAYYYYYY. i wish we could all be like this during normal services!! it has so much more meaning. <3333 iloveignyte

[apparently my whole emo chunk has been erased. is it a sign from God that it should be forgotten? Is it a sign that i have been forgiven? well i guess God is good. and i thank Him for everything. and yes, i am human, i can be emo too]

for your name i will praise.
having faith forever and ever.

<3 shanping
not surprisingly, you're the only one i want to talk to now.
because i know you are the only person on earth who can help.

who am i?

2009-02-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

i like this song by casting crowns ((:
listened to it repeatedly on the bus from home to NY which is 45 mins long.

my favourite part:

not because of who i am.
but because of what You've done.
not because of what i've done,
but because of who You are.

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind

still you, hear me when im calling
Lord you catch me where im falling
You told who i am
i am Yours

love love love love love love love love love!!!
i was trying to control myself from singing in the bus O:
yeahhh i love my God so very much.
as well as the people He places in my life ((:

~~~

school was boring.
but something interesting happened.
shall not elaborate D:

dance was tiring as usual.
and apparently i was not late because of remedial!!
it didnt even start.
and next monday, special session for middle people.
for her to DIAO and MA4 us D:
but i guess it'll be good
GwH NYMD.
LOVE OF MY LIFE.
(but still below daddy God)

ehhhh..
ohh bussed home with Chermaine pok.
very fun.
i kept playing with her face.
and bus rides home with her are like my funnest ever.
Cherpok! be honored!!
<3 you. HAHAHA

finished my minutes. :D
HAHAH.

oh verse!
Psalm 78:70-72
He chose David his servant and took him from the sheep pens;
from tending the sheep he brought him to be the shepard of His people Jacob,
or Israel his inheritance.
And David shepherded them with integrity of heart;
with skillful hands he led them.

directly from my written TAWG:
From nothing, God will raise you up to be a leader. God will bring you and you shall follow then lead. For you will have the integrity of heart, the pure will to fulfill your promise to God and lead His people into His light. God will bless you and provide for you. He will use you mightily for His kingdom. In Him you will trust and in Him you will prosper.

<3 shanping
in Him i trust.
in Him i receive.

: D

2009-02-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

COMP LAB LESSON IN PRETTY LAB!!
i love the computers here.
<3

O:

2009-02-19T18:36:00.004+08:00

love is giving care when that someone needs it the most. perhaps a pat or two will do fine too. :D awwwmannn i love that puppyy. i want to give it loveeee.

today i received news. i recieved confirmation. not sure whether to say good or bad. because now there's a slight nagging at the back of my brain. but at least it's settled. i don't have to feel uncertain anymore. :D much better than before. but now i have to CONCENTRATE more on Him. no distractions!! let God's way lead us there eventually.

sooo.. met auntie today. told me stuff at the bridge. so awkward to be standing there wiith all my friends passing and saying HI. HI. HI. HI. but other than that, she reconfirmed with me that strangers actually are okay with talking to strangers. so we must not be shy! in Acts, she said that all the apostles actually ministered to strangers and that's it's OK. practically fine. so Lord please give me the courage to talk to strangers. let me no be afraid of judgement but let me speak for you and you through me. thankyou :D

~~~

langarts: much better - comp lab ((:
i love the comps at comp lab three. we got the topic on "monsters" reviled by society.
and realised i actually misjudged leprosy.
you can't really get affected on first contact unless your body is super weak O:
IH: spent it at comp lab 2 with NEW LG DESKTOPS.
cool man.
we prepared for our presentation tmr.
and i realised i cant concentrate on my content unless i shake my body parts violently O:
recess: with SPONGE! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">chinese: boring talk about chinatown
chem: mrs chew absent.
did chem equations ws.
and sirong took this picture.

sorry phone owner: your slidy thing is cool.
but the phone lags real badly D:

and i came to the conclusion that im the blurrest person ever.
math: at least we had lessons :D
but coordinate geometry is TOUGH.
so cheem cheem and thousands of formulas.

then had CCM training.
i personally think it's quite pointless.
i should have gone shopping for bday presents O:

and now im at home.
bored stiff.
looking forward for dinner.
and the LA proposal from ashey

<3 shanping

my new loved waterbottle
spongebob!!

into your hands

2009-02-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

well today sad news because pDOM's dad went back to daddy God. but it is both good and sad. good because he will no longer be in suffering on earth but be back in God's arms in His felt love (: i guess it's because he had accomplished what God wants him to do on earth already. he brought up pDOM to be a great leader. amen. Lord may you continue to embrace him with your love when he is up there with You. and i also commit all his relatives into your hands. may they understand your purpose for him and that it is accomplished. may his family rejoice in the knowing that now he is with You without suffering but with joy warmth and love. amen.

and today i spent my entire free time listening to gospel songs. i really wonder why i never get bored of them. :D they rock my socks off.
YOU NOT HERE. I WANTED TO SEND YOU SONGS.
TSKTSK

other than that.
BIO - tested food specimens for fats proteins sugars and starch.
verdict: banana is fat freeee!! but i believe the CARBS and starch will turn into glycogen and get stored as fats in the end -___-

okay those are the only interesting things i did for lessons today.

and sponge is officially my best friend ((((:

<3 shanping

you will raise me up

2009-02-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

ohmytian. God spoke to me (actually for you too) through this song ashley irritated me with during lessons. and today while i was bathing, i sang and tadah, i heard. the lyrics just flowed in. well i suppose the chorus only. heh. but yes. so through this song, i learnt that we must just wait still. don't fidget and stuff, do not bug for God. but just sit there, wait and He will come ((: NO MATTER HOW DARK IT MIGHT SEEM THEN. wait and be still (((: next part is like: with God anything is possible. whenever i feeel very lowly and stuff. i must have faith in Him that He will indeed raise me up one day. No matter how big or small (most of the time BIG) because it is said that IT WILL ME MORE THAN I CAN BE. so i really thank God for all these. Indeed im not just some small insignificant person. i am big!! HAHHA well same as all of you out there, no matter how small or minute or how much you think you're beiing ignored, always remember that there will be a plan for you very soon to be revealed. even though you might not be a christian or something, God will still bless you richly for you are His child He loves too ((: so remember you are loved!!

and for YOU. yeah this is to reconfirm your message from Him. It might have been big for you last time when you heard it but yes this indeed is God's plan. for you to be MORE THAN YOU CAN BE ((: and you will accomplish it. i have faith in you yeahh!! continue to press on for Him for He has chosen you, to be something very big. even more than you can imagine ((:

and lastly, NO LIFE WITHOUT ITS HUNGER. agree. without the hunger we will not strive fore more. nor just go on. applies to daily life too! I HUNGER FOR MORE CHINESE MARKS.

for God will make a way.
and He will make it good.

<3 shanping
am looking forward to time with SPONGE tmr.
everlasting supply of sweets from tidbitbox.

(:

2009-02-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

for He is always with me.
no matter how much my mind psychos me into thinking He's not.

prayer meeting was great i can say. without chuanling saying that i sounded like an advertisement. WELL I ADVERTISE GOD'S LOVE FOR US!! :D and God spoke to me just now. because at the beginning of the prayer meeting, NO ONE came. i kept praying then: like, how can this happen D: but then as i started, more people came (((: HAHA including amanda the hamster. happy happy me. so yes i realised that God was trying to say that no matter how tough it might look like in the beginning, He will continue to provide for me if i continue to hope in Him and do my bestest for Him (((:

lately, my tawg's message has been GOD IS A FORTRESS AND MY ROCK. regardless of anything. continue to praise His name. uhhuhh. ONE MAIN MESSAGE ALMOST SINCE THE OPENING OF PSALM. D: and that jo can get 5 messages in one chapter. well i guess that it's God's way of talking to me! HAHHA i want more Lord. So longing for more (((: I LOVE YOU DADDDY GOD.

and God aside, today is slack day.
well considered slack. ((:
followed sponge everywhere ((:
SPONGE!
any thing-tong you can tell me alrightt!!
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS <3333
HAHAHA.

dance was tiring as usual.
but i was sustained by the flowing supply of sweeets.
HAHAH so for 5 hours.
i was filled water + sweets :D
and then there was the THUNDERSTORM
PIAK
ZHOOOM
BOOOSH
and the lights went off and ON went the generator lights!!
hahah we screamed :D
funfun.
luckily the fans did not go off or else i bish bish the fans.
AND NOW I MUST THINK IM POWERFUL.
cannot be meemeeheeeheehaahaa.
goodness.
i never thought i was powerful before O.o

byebye goodnight
<3 shanping

busy as a bee.

2009-02-15T15:46:00.003+08:00

busy bee. vroom vroomm.

today is a really busy day.
i dislike zuowens.
i dislike CC.
i dislike math.
i dislike WORK.
i want to play.

HAHAHHA.
okay so HAROLD has something underground.
joel has something underground too!
and i want to drink water from a well.

gooooodness.
yesterday i dreamt of me fleeing from the thing i had the most temptation from.
WOOHOO!
and also about tomorrow's prayer meeting.
i dreamt that i was so flustered.
because i did not prepare for it.
so tonight i am going to commit one hour for it (((:
HAHAH
to do my best in God's name and grace!!

<3 shanping.

all my posts are so rushed now.
because im always going to HOTEL KK.
:D
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